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The weight of the masks

  "We all wear masks, and the time comes when we cannot remove them without removing our own skin." - André Berthiaume

  Aurelia

  The bell above the bakery door chimed, signaling Lucian's departure. I watched him go, the sleek black Bentley gliding away like a phantom in the morning light. A shiver ran down my spine, a mix of unease and something else, something I couldn't quite name. His presence, so unexpected, had thrown me off balance.

  "We all wear masks..."The quote echoed in my mind, something my mom had said to me before when I was younger, a stark reminder of the layers I kept hidden; at the bakery, I was the friendly baker, the girl with flour on her cheeks and a warm smile for every customer. At The Iron Orchid, I was a performer, a seductress, a shadow in the spotlight. Neither was the whole truth, yet both were pieces of the carefully crafted facade I presented to the world.

  Lucian, with his piercing eyes and quiet intensity, seemed determined to see beyond those masks. His question lingered in the air, a subtle challenge: "So, you're going to work both jobs?"He saw the contradiction, the inherent risk in straddling two worlds so different. And he was curious.

  A flutter of anxiety tightened my chest. Curiosity was dangerous. Curiosity led to questions, and questions led to the very truths I was trying to bury. I couldn't afford to let him get too close, to see the cracks in my carefully constructed armor. Yet, there was something about him, a magnetism I couldn't deny, that made me want to risk it all.

  I turned back to the counter, forcing a smile as another customer approached. Focus, Aurelia, I told myself. Focus on the tasks at hand. But Lucian's image lingered in my mind, a persistent reminder of the delicate balance I was trying to maintain. The masks were getting heavier, the lines between them blurring. And I knew, with a chilling certainty, that sooner or later, they would have to come off.

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  The rest of the morning at The Sweet Surrender blurred into a haze of familiar tasks: kneading dough, frosting cakes, and chatting with the regulars. Mrs. Henderson wanted extra sprinkles on her granddaughter's birthday cupcakes, and young Tommy insisted on a chocolate chip cookie "as big as my face." The normalcy of it all was a welcome distraction, a brief respite from the anxieties that gnawed at me.

  But even amidst the comforting rhythm of the bakery, Lucian's words echoed in my mind. Perhaps I could stop by again... to hear a bit more about those unexpected turns. The invitation, veiled in casual interest, was a clear sign. He wasn't going to let this go.

  As the lunch rush subsided, I found a moment of quiet in the back room, a small space filled with the warm, yeasty scent of rising bread. I sank into a worn wooden chair, closing my eyes, trying to still the frantic thoughts swirling within me.

  What did he want? Was it simply curiosity, a wealthy man's amusement with a woman who led a double life? Or was there something more, a genuine interest that made my heart race and my palms sweat? And if he truly knew me, the things I'd done to survive, would he still look at me with that same intensity?

  I couldn't deny the pull I felt towards him, the dangerous allure of his attention. But I also knew the risks. Letting him in meant exposing my vulnerabilities, revealing the secrets I had fought so hard to protect. It meant risking everything I had worked to build.

  The sound of the bakery door opening startled me, and I quickly composed myself, returning to the front. It was just a delivery driver, dropping off a new shipment of flour. But the momentary jolt served as a stark reminder: I couldn't afford to let my guard down, not even for a moment.

  As the afternoon wore on, I found myself glancing at the clock, wondering if Lucian would return. The thought both thrilled and terrified me. I knew I should stay away and keep my distance, but the pull was too strong.

  When the bell finally chimed again, my heart skipped a beat. But it wasn't Lucian. It was a young woman, her face etched with worry, asking for a last-minute cake for her son's birthday.

  I forced a smile, pushing aside my own anxieties to help her. As I worked, decorating the cake with colorful frosting and tiny race cars, I realized something. My life was a series of masks, yes, but it was also a series of moments – moments of kindness, of connection, of simple joy.

  Maybe, just maybe, I could find a way to reconcile the different parts of myself, to find a balance between the shadows and the light. But first, I had to decide if I was willing to risk it all for a chance at something real, something that made my heart beat a little faster, even if it was beautifully dangerous. And if he truly knew me, the things I'd done to survive, would he still look at me with that same intensity? The unspoken things, the unseen things, the things that made me who I was – the weight of choices made in desperation, etched into my soul like scars. Could he accept those things, or would they send him running?

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