Willingly sink, just in your lake-like eyes for a lifetime

  Su San, you're back...

  Can't bear to look straight at it!

  The moment An Yan saw Su San in front of him, the four words that instantly flooded his mind were: "I want you to die".

  Su San is actually wearing white clothes!

  This is not the most terrifying thing, what's terrifying is that the fluttering was supported by Su San's robust physique and became bulging.

  The white clothes fluttering with fresh green bamboo, set off Su San's bronze-colored skin, but no matter how he looked at it, it seemed out of place. Did Su San not have any clothes to wear? So he had to borrow clothes from that guy named Zhang Jun?

  Su San, you...

  Are you out of clothes to wear?

  Does it look good?

  Su San heard An Yan's question and suddenly became tense, with a small excitement in his cold eyes.

  It's ridiculous to think this could end well!

  It looks great!

  No choice, today was that man's birthday, so she had to force herself to flatter him. The smile that was originally the most familiar, at this moment made An Yan feel like her face was twitching. It was really, Su San Tai was unexpectedly surprising. Could it be, he would become different on his birthday? Next time, if she ran into Zhang Jun again, she must ask him carefully.

  Really?

  Su San's eyes suddenly lit up, and he felt a surge of joy in his heart. He looked handsome in his white clothes, and he thought that if the little woman drank some more wine, she would be drunk and her eyes would be blurry, wouldn't she just fall into his trap? As Su San thought about this, he felt his body heat up. Unconsciously, he slightly lowered his eyelids, afraid of revealing something to An Yan.

  Really.

  She forced a smile and nodded, then slightly averted her gaze. She was worried that if she kept looking at Su San, her eyes might twitch uncontrollably.

  It's your birthday, I've made a few dishes, come and try them out.

  Good.

  Su San smiled lightly, and this smile was like a iron tree blooming with flowers, in an instant it seemed to streak across the night sky like a shooting star.

  An Yan rarely saw Su San smile, especially at this moment, he was smiling so brightly that it could be called dazzling. That handsome face full of lines, those cold eyes were now shining with a faint light, making An Yan's heart skip a beat. It seemed as if he wanted to stay like this forever, accompanying him through every birthday.

  Such a beautiful idea floated away, her gaze shifted, and all the beautiful fantasies shattered in an instant.

  It's really just looking at his face, Su San is exceptionally handsome today.

  Look at him, Su San is particularly funny tonight. That outfit, paired with that face and temperament, is really too ridiculous.

  She couldn't bear to torture her eyes anymore, so she hastily sat down at the table and beckoned Su San to come over.

  Su San was immersed in the excitement of being praised by the little woman for her good looks, so she didn't notice An Yan's frequent twitching at the corner of his eyes.

  Su San gazed at the small dishes on the table, his eyes slightly curved, this feeling was great, and he sincerely hoped that today was his birthday. So, the birthday gift he wanted most must be the company of a woman by his side. His gaze fell on the three large jugs of wine beside him, his heart beating slightly, secretly praying that things would go smoothly tonight. As he thought this way, his eyes on An Yan couldn't help but warm up.

  An Yan suddenly felt a heat on his body, looked up at Su San with one eye, and saw that Su San was staring at him with an unkind gaze, instantly raising a strange feeling in his heart.

  Su San, are you okay?

  This man, wouldn't he have had a birthday before? How come, it's so strange, all his behaviors are revealing eeriness?

  Su San has had birthdays before, just not on today...

  I'm fine, I just had too much fun today.

  An Yan looked at Su San's face returning to normal, and the fiery gaze from earlier also disappeared along with it. Suddenly, An Yan blinked her eyes, could it be that she had just imagined it?

  Hurry up and eat, the dishes will get cold later.

  To ease the somewhat stifling atmosphere, An spoke up and personally served Su San a dish.

  Su San was suddenly excited, and his hand holding the chopsticks trembled slightly. He put the dish that An Yan had served into his mouth, and although it should have been a salty dish, it tasted exceptionally sweet at this moment. That faint sweetness, through his lips and teeth, slowly seeped into his heart, sweeping over his entire body.

  Pour me some wine.

  Su San suddenly discovered that because he said it was his birthday, the little woman seemed to be more accommodating to him. Suddenly, he felt that the opportunity was not to be missed and he must do many things that he did not dare to do normally. Otherwise, if he missed today's opportunity, he would not know if there would be another chance in the future.

  When An Yan heard Su San's words, she suddenly raised her head and looked at Su San with a mixture of surprise and bewilderment. How did it feel like Su San was acting like an old master, daring to give her orders?

  She opened her mouth wanting to say something, but when she saw Su San's discordant clothes again, she swallowed it back down.

  Su San's birthday is today, and to celebrate this birthday, he borrowed clothes from Zhang Jun to wear. It can be seen that he attaches great importance to today's birthday. This happens only once a year, thinking of Su San's kindness, An Yan obediently stretched out his hand to pour wine.

  Su San's heart suddenly started bubbling with excitement as she thought about how great it would be if every day was her birthday.

  If Old Lady Su heard this, she would be so angry that she would jump with rage. She would never forgive him for making her give birth to him every day.

  An Yan poured a full cup of wine for both of them, then raised his cup and smiled: "Su San, happy birthday to you."

  Yes.

  Su San responded with a faint "en", downed the wine, then poured himself another cup and raised it towards An Yan.

  She furrowed her brow slightly, her drinking capacity wasn't very good, but she didn't reject Su San's kindness after all, so she had another cup.

  Two cups are not enough, let's have another one and make it three cups.

  An Yan didn't know if this was some ancient custom or what, so he reluctantly had another cup.

  Su San Yu Guang glanced at An Yan and found that her eyes were still clear, so he continued pouring wine.

  This time An Yan reached out and stopped Su San from pouring himself a drink, I'm not very good at drinking.

  When she heard this, Su San raised her eyes, and a pair of black pupils were filled with shallow starlight. That momentary glance seemed to have starlight passing in front of her eyes, causing her hand to relax slightly.

  Su Sanshun poured wine for An Yan, and An Yan looked at the wine that had already been poured, so he drank it.

  After this cup, An Yan's face was slightly red, and his eyes had a faint haze.

  Seeing this appearance of An Yan, Su San was overjoyed and hastily poured another cup while she was supporting her forehead with her hand.

  I can't drink anymore, otherwise I'll get drunk.

  This is the last one.

  Su San stared at An Yan with a fixed gaze, and An Yan's heart softened under such intense scrutiny, so he obediently drank.

  This is the last one.

  Didn't you just say that the one in front was the last one?

  I didn't say that.

  You said so.

  Are you taking advantage of being a bit drunk and acting spoiled? I clearly didn't say that, this really is the last cup, come on, drink up.

  ……

  As a result, under repeated repetitions, An Yan was dizzy and really couldn't see people clearly.

  One, two, three, Su San...

  Hehe......

  Su San was momentarily excited, a happy smile spilled out from the corner of his lips. He walked over to the little woman's side and said, "Come on, husband will carry you to bed to sleep."

  Husband...

  An Yan looked at the figure in front of her, swaying back and forth, and softly murmured along with it, repeating it once more.

  That soft and gentle husband's voice almost made Su San's legs go weak. Wu Zong's soft words were the most gentle temptation.

  He reached out, gently picking up An Yan, his eyes never leaving An Yan's rosy face. And in Su San's arms, An Yan was a bit silly, counting whether there were two or three Su Sans.

  At this time, An Yan's usual gentle and quiet demeanor had faded away, replaced by a few hints of coquettish laziness. That enchanting charm was like a light feather, gently tickling Su San's heart, making his heart flutter for her again and again.

  He put her on the bed and then said to An Yan who was drunk: Wife, I'm going to change my clothes, you're not allowed to peek.

  Nonsense... nonsense... I, how would I peek?

  As soon as Su San finished speaking, An Yan immediately gave a somewhat ambiguous answer, and her small face turned red.

  Su San didn't respond, but instead stood in the center of the room, with his back to An Yan, and quietly began to undress.

  But Yan's gaze was uncontrollably fixed on Su San, watching as his large hand reached for the buttons on her white dress.

  One, two...

  An Yan's eyes widened slightly, her cheeks grew even redder, and she became increasingly ill at ease.

  Su San's clothes were only half removed, with one side hanging down, revealing his robust physique. His ancient bronze-colored skin had a unique luster under the dim light, leaving An Yan bewildered. The powerful muscles, the tantalizing exposure that was both revealed and concealed.

  Su San walked slowly into An Yan's line of sight, sat down beside her, leaned forward and said: "Wife, husband can't untie it, you help husband untie it?"

  At this time, Su San was also tense, his whole body was somewhat tight.

  An then reached out with her slender small hand and helped Su San take off his clothes, staring blankly at him.

  Are you satisfied?

  Satisfied...

  She murmured a vague reply, and then felt herself enveloped in a warm and thick embrace.

  Su San looked down at the small woman in her arms, whose face was flushed with a reddish hue, breathing irregularly, and eyes dazed. She felt her whole body burning hot, and her breath came in short gasps.

  An Yan slightly opened her mouth, but before she could say a word, Su San's lips covered hers squarely.

  Waaah...

  All words were drowned in Su San's urgent and lingering kiss, only a soft hum was heard.

  Everything seemed to be going smoothly and tensely, as with each layer of clothes shed, Su San's breathing grew hotter.

  Little woman, be my wife, a real wife?

  Hmmm...

  A faint, gentle voice came out, Su San was so excited that he couldn't calm himself down, and hastily looked down to see the little woman in his arms closing her eyes, her breathing gradually becoming stable, and she had actually fallen asleep...

  Su San stared at this scene in a daze, his mouth twitching violently.

  Little woman, when can't you sleep? How can you fall asleep at a critical moment?

  Su San was very depressed, but even if his heart was more depressed and his body was hotter, he still stretched out his hand to hold the little woman into his arms, lying down sideways. His fiery gaze cast towards the bright moon outside the window, letting the fire in his body slowly subside. And An Yan in his arms was sleeping soundly and stably at this time.

  Su San looked at the comfortable little woman in his arms and couldn't help but feel a mixture of laughter and tears, this was truly a sweet torture.

  The next day, when the sunlight slowly shone into the room, An Yan slowly opened her eyes. At the moment she opened her eyes, the gaze that had been fixed on top of her head immediately withdrew, and the owner of the gaze also pretended to be asleep at once.

  Opening her eyes, An Xun slowly adapted to the temperature at that time and felt a bit stiff in her body. She stretched out her hand to stretch out her numb body, but suddenly felt a scorching arm...

  She looked up along her arm in horror, and saw Su San sleeping with his eyes closed. The next moment, she suddenly lowered her head to look at her own clothes under the quilt, only to see that her outer garment had been removed, her upper body was only wearing a bellyband, and her lower body was only wearing underwear. Moreover, there was only some numbness in her body, but nothing else was uncomfortable.

  It's okay, it's not that kind of situation, so I can calm down a bit. Then, she started thinking seriously about what happened yesterday. Yesterday, it seemed like she got drunk and then saw a robust body with a radiant glow. That ancient bronze skin, that body full of lines...

  No way, she didn't lay hands on Su San, did she?

  She was startled and suddenly sat up, the quilt fell off her body, and the bright red bellyband with mandarin ducks playing in the water embroidered on it drew a beautiful arc in the air.

  Su San also opened her eyes at this time.

  Hmmm...

  Upon hearing the noise, An Yan turned his head to look and saw Su San rubbing his temples as he sat up. His eyes seemed a bit dazed from just waking up, and his gaze was filled with confusion as he looked at An Yan.

  Daughter, how did you end up here?

  I...

  She swallowed hard and gulped down her saliva, she really didn't know how to explain.

  Su San's eyes lit up as she looked at the result, then a difficult expression appeared on her face. "Girl, since you also like me, you can just say it out directly, no need to be so..."

  Upon hearing this, An's words became disordered, what happened to her...

  But she didn't dare ask, intuitively knowing it wouldn't be a good answer.

  In an instant of stunned silence, she felt a shadow flash by, and then in the blink of an eye, her entire body was pressed down.

  Su San actually dared to bully her, actually dared!

  An Yan suddenly lifted his head and stared at Su San, colliding with those black gemstone-like eyes.

  Su San, what are you doing...

  My wife said yesterday that she has been thinking about her husband for a long time, so I will satisfy my wife today.

  An Yan's heart skipped a beat as soon as she heard this, her eyes flashing with movement. This sentence was absolutely not something she would say, the style was completely off!

  You scoundrel Su San, you're taking advantage of her while she's drunk.

  I actually said something like that, husband I'm drunk...

  With a plan in mind, he still looked tense and flustered on the surface. Su San still didn't realize his mistake, thinking it was a good opportunity, and continued to speak seriously: Wife, I know you're drunk. But as the saying goes, "wine brings out the truth". It turns out that you also have feelings for your husband, and your husband is really happy.

  Su San was originally cautious, but after being instigated by Zhang Jue, he thought his "beautiful man plan" had succeeded yesterday. Now he's become arrogant and wants to reach the sky in one step, the consequence is...

  Bang!

  An angry shout and a swift kick sent Su San tumbling out of bed.

  Daughter?

  Su San looked puzzled and disbelieving, the little woman was fine just a moment ago, how did she suddenly become difficult?

  What kind of daughter-in-law is this? You, Su San, look like a decent gentleman on the surface, but inside you're actually a beast. I really didn't see that coming. Not only do you have a sturdy build, but your heart is also incredibly bold/cunning.

  An said as he stood up neatly under Su San's gaze, calm and composed, elegantly and naturally putting on his clothes.

  The clouds and water flowed like a natural work of art, which should have been a delightful and joyful scene for Su San. However, at this moment, it seemed to be shrouded in a faint chill.

  No, I am...

  What are you?

  An Yan put on his clothes and walked slowly to Su San's front, with a gentle smile on his face, as if it were usual, soft and elegant.

  I just want to have a child as soon as possible.

  It wasn't until they had a child that his heart could finally settle down and he would feel that his little woman truly belonged to him alone.

  Upon hearing this, An Yan became enraged and suddenly thought of Su San's past behavior, so he furiously said: "Giving birth to a child? If you want to give birth to a child, go out the left door."

  When he heard this, Su San didn't react for a moment. Out the door and turn left, isn't that the pigpen...

  At once, Su San's face turned black, and he also stood up, not wanting to be outdone by An Yan.

  We are originally a couple, and even if we go through the rituals of Zhou Gong, it is also a matter of course.

  Su San felt that at this moment, he must be tough, otherwise the wedding night would be even more distant. Otherwise, in the future, his little woman would often bring up today's events, and he was afraid that even when he reached middle age, his single status would not improve.

  An's words were immediately dispelled by Su San's words, and she smiled lightly, her smile seeming to bloom like a half-opened lotus flower, soft and gentle. She walked slowly around Su San, the faint sound of her footsteps in his ears, yet it seemed as if she was stepping on his heart. He suddenly raised his eyes to look at her, feeling somewhat uneasy, "Wife?"

  Memories of Su San flashed through her mind, the weight he had carried on his back, the gentle and romantic stargazing nights, his quirks and childishness. Those memories swirled slowly in her brain, making her heart beat irregularly with excitement. In fact, she had thought about it before, wanting to spend a good life with Su San. But deep down, she always felt that time was the issue. Was that really the case?

  She just couldn't get over that hurdle after all. She was An Yan, not Tang Jin Xiu.

  Perhaps one day, Tang Jinxiu will return, and An Yan will leave, won't she? She doesn't belong here, she belongs to that distant other sky.

  She herself doesn't know how long it has been since she said that.

  Su San, I am not your wife at all, and I am not Tang Jin Xiu either.

  Her eyes slowly revolved, with dark waves surging inside, and the faint light seemed to be quietly suspended like a whirlpool.

  Su San's entire body shook, his heart racing wildly. He took a sudden step forward, tightly embracing An Yan in his arms, and said urgently and firmly: I've known all along, but the wife I acknowledge is only you, only the soul that occupies Tang Jinxiu's body. Even if you're just a lonely ghost or a wild spirit, I still recognize you as my wife, Su San.

  The words were firm and persistent, as if carrying a certain melody, flowing quietly in the room, like the most sincere oath.

  Lonely soul and wild ghost, it seems she was just a lonely soul and wild ghost after all. In that space-time, it seems she had already died.

  Tears of An Yan uncontrollably stayed, the momentary deception that had been working hard on her heart was pierced. When she first came, she was at a loss and told herself that she would return. So, she lived well, worked hard, and quietly waited for fate's arrangement. Even if, she never knew what kind of result it would be.

  So, is this considered a romance between humans and ghosts?

  Suddenly, I feel like this situation has a sense of drama to it no matter how I look at it.

  Su San surprisingly had already figured it out, which truly caught her off guard.

  No matter what you are, you are my wife, and you are the little woman I like.

  Su San grasped An Yan's arm tightly, her words becoming even more resolute.

  Yes, no matter what you are, you are the woman and wife recognized by Su San. There have been doubts and confusion, but in the end, he still came to her side. Only because she is the first and only happy woman he has met all these years. Without the person in his arms, he doesn't know how to go on with his life.

  Su San, we've just met for a short time.

  It had only been a short few months since then, but his words were so heavy, as if they carried weight, pressing down on her until she could hardly breathe.

  Such deep feelings, such thick intentions, she was afraid she couldn't bear them.

  Is that important? If you don't like it, even if it's for a lifetime, it's still in vain. If we are pleased with each other, even if only for an instant, it is already enough. I know that you have long been the winner of countless people in my heart. I will put you in this position and cherish you well. Can you give me this opportunity?

  After sobering up from his infatuation, Su San turned out to be a man who was also deeply in love and persistent.

  She spoke softly and looked down, I didn't know how to respond.

  Her mind was in a mess, and she felt that in an instant, modern and ancient memories came flooding back, disrupting her entire heart, making her flustered and unsure of how to face or respond.

  Su San was somewhat anxious and also a little afraid. He had always been confident and proud, on the battlefield, in the midst of blood and rain, he had never been afraid before, but now, he was afraid. Because of the little woman in his arms, he was afraid that one day she would suddenly fly away like a bird. Just as she came, so mysterious and unexpected.

  That day, her pair of elegant and quiet eyes suddenly collided with him, causing his heart to sink deeply. From then on, he sank deeper and deeper. He couldn't climb out, nor did he want to. He only wanted to spend the rest of his life immersed in her deep and serene eyes, like a lake, and be lost forever, without any regrets.

  At this moment, Su San's eyes were fixed and determined, staring at An Yan like that.