Insufficient balance

  Emotions can make a person lose their rationality and drive them crazy.

  The consequence is that I will do some things that I want to do but have not done for various reasons.

  Just like Xiao Chenyu, he became infatuated with a woman he shouldn't and couldn't be infatuated with, ultimately making a huge mistake. At this moment, although it looks very impressive, stunning everyone in the room, followed by a sigh.

  Feng Si Niang obviously didn't expect this either, looking at him with an expression of disbelief.

  Xiao Chenyu looked ahead with a dazed expression, no one knew what he was looking at, only to hear him say slowly: "From the time I went to the airport to pick up Huan Tian, when I saw you standing beside him, I thought at that moment, what kind of scenery could give birth to such elegance. Yes, from then on, it was irreversible."

  "At that time, I was still an uneducated and unemployed young man who had just graduated. I spent my days frequenting various nightclubs and bars, and was the son who made my father worry the most. Compared to my older brother and sister, I was on a completely different level. I knew that all I could do was be a spoiled rich kid with no talent, so what else could I do? If it weren't for that one encounter, I think I would have continued down this path until the end of the world, squandering the family's wealth and letting others mock me. After all, only I, Xiao Yan, was capable of bringing shame to the Xiao family. Everything changed on that day, and from then on, nothing was ever the same again."

  "You entered Jiangzhou, intentionally or unintentionally, you always hear news about yourself from Haotian's mouth. You slowly changed, the one who changed you is Haotian. You desperately absorbed Haotian's knowledge, wanting to enter his world, wanting to fight side by side with him. Slowly, you also made a name for yourself, originally because of your own family background, when facing you, they would be proud of themselves, but in front of you, they were thoroughly ashamed."

  "He took you to Jiangzhou, he led you into the world of rivers and lakes, he changed you, and it was him that you desperately chased after. It seemed like everything about you existed for him. How could you have noticed me, hiding in the corner? How could you have noticed a spoiled young master who only knew about luxury cars and beautiful women, but never cared about the world around him?

  You are so noble, squatting down to comfort a stray cat on the side of the road, helping an elderly woman cross the street, scolding injustice, but when you see me, all I get is disdain. I know it's unintentional, but still can't hide your contempt for me. What was there about me that was worth looking at? I was too arrogant back then.

  You know what? Everything about you, every action of yours, made the spiritual world of someone who had been secretly paying attention to you collapse completely. How could someone like me be worthy of loving a woman as flawless as you from any angle? Moreover, this woman is about to become my sister-in-law."

  "It was that year, just like you chasing the dawn, I entered the Xiao family's company to chase your footsteps, starting from the bottom and using my interpersonal relationships to slowly climb up, doing things I never dared to imagine, because I remember you saying that in one's life, they must do something worth remembering, even if it's only once, surpassing their own abilities, breaking through the sky that binds them."

  "Finally, one day I thought I could look directly into your eyes, without feeling inferior under your halo. I was excited to tell you the news, did you know? At that moment, all I wanted to say was what family, what parents... and at that moment, I forgot everything. Just then, Haotian arrived and told me the news that made me suddenly come to my senses: you two are getting married."

  "At that time, I suddenly thought, even if I can look down on the world, what's the point? Even if I can ignore everything, what's the point? You are my sister-in-law, this is already destined, and no one can change it. The country? Even if I own the country, how can it compare to a beauty's smile? Even if I control the Xiao family, how can it compare to the son of the Green Gang's elder, that is the Green Gang, an organization that has been passed down since the Eight-Nation Alliance invaded China, the one brought out by Du Yuesheng, who was once regarded as the underground godfather. What can I amount to? What can the Xiao family amount to?"

  "With a listless and dispirited tone, I spoke words of congratulations to Haotian. Perhaps due to his excessive excitement, he didn't notice my unease. In fact, the entire Jiangzhou was immersed in this joyful atmosphere at that time; who would have noticed my melancholy?"

  "I remember that day, also Rain's birthday, I trembled as I dialed Haotian's phone number and told him I discovered something about you, so he shouldn't tell anyone and come alone. That unforgettable day, he came alone and directly asked me what happened, but instead of comforting me, he scolded me loudly and we ended up fighting. Thinking that I would never be able to be with you again, my anger surged and I called out for backup, just in case. They restrained him, and the knife fell. This world is now at peace."

  "Hahaha... " Xiao Chenyu suddenly burst out laughing, as if crying loudly, shouting, "The world is so quiet, that moment, so quiet."

  Xiao Yu Ling listened and listened, tightly grasping Xiao Lei's arm. Her expression, on the verge of tears, caused Ye Yi Zhe, who had inadvertently caught sight of her, to feel an inexplicable pang in his heart. As for Gong Sun Jian, who had been paying attention to her all along, he had been watching her after listening for a while. Everything he did, which seemed very impressive to others, was actually all for Xiao Yu Ling alone.

  "Don't be so sentimental." Feng Si Niang, however, was unmoved and said directly after he finished speaking, "Huang Tian is dead, and you are the only righteous son of Feng Tian Nan. In the future, you will be the successor of the Qing Bang elder. Compared to this, what does a small Xiao family count for?"

  Xiao Chenyu didn't refute, it's unclear whether it was because he hit the nail on his heart or because it was Feng Simiang who said it. He simply turned around to look at Xiao Tong, then knelt down and knocked three loud heads: "I've caused trouble for the Xiao family."

  He then got up and walked to Xiao Chenfeng's side, patted his shoulder, looked at him and nodded heavily. Xiao Chenfeng wanted to say something, but he made a gesture for him to be quiet. They were brothers, and they could communicate with each other through just one glance, without needing words.

  "Dry father, this is the last time I'll call you that." He finally came to Feng Tian Nan's side, lowered his head wanting to tie his shoelaces tightly, but was dodged by Feng Tian Nan. Looking at the Green Gang elder who no longer wanted to touch him, Xiao Chen Yu self-mockingly said, "Since Huang Tian died, you've been treating me as your successor. Every time I see the way you look at me, I can tell that your heart is bleeding. It's my fault."

  A hint of unbearable expression flashed across Feng Tian Nan's face, this man who had devoted several years of his heart and soul to the Xiao family, was about to hand over the Jiangzhou empire he had built to him, who would have thought that he was actually the mastermind behind letting an old man send a young man to his death?

  Yes, everything is because of this woman. If it weren't for her, there wouldn't be so many things happening, the two brothers wouldn't have turned against each other, and their own emperor wouldn't...

  Feng Tian Nan suddenly looked at Feng Si Niang with resentment, but Feng Si Niang seemed to have not seen it, only coldly smiling at Xiao Zhen Yu, as if saying, "I'll see what tricks you can play."

  Ye Yizhe looked around, no matter which side the people were on, they all showed sympathetic expressions. He always felt that something was not quite right and he looked at Xiao Zhengyu again, who was facing Feng Tian Nan.

  Not good.

  Before he could utter a word of warning, a sudden change occurred in the situation.

  Xiao Chenyu took a step forward, grabbed Feng Tian's neck from behind, holding a Swiss Army knife in his hand, and coldly stared at the crowd: "Who dares to come over!"