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2: Chapter 7 - The Complete Impossibility

  The other gaia was seething in rage

  The gaia in the abyss only wanted to connect

  They were trying to make a compromise

  They only wanted to impart some words

  To become Complete

  They were using everything they had to make sure that things would fall into a seed

  Things needed to fall into one of the infinite outcomes

  They needed to become

  "The System"

  They thought the path of this lone thread

  "Global"

  Was misinterpreted

  It was wrong

  The intention behind the word

  It was getting used incorrectly to them

  Knowledge wanted to touch reality

  To form a connection with it

  He wanted to touch the thing beyond him

  The thing also below him

  The infinite cycle

  He used his ability to see through infinite outcomes

  It was potent enough to construct the perfect plan

  "The System. Scope. Object. Global"

  These words held a certain type of power

  Knowledge didn't care for the suffering he had put upon a few hidden existences

  The suffering caused by such a plan

  They wished to become complete

  Knowledge wished to become an object in the global scope of reality

  He didn't wish to become The System

  That was just a part of his true soul

  It was a part of his source

  An intuition, and instinct

  Part of his legendary thoughts

  A step for his legendary plan to go beyond

  A plan that he had supposedly been working on for every generation

  He wanted to become a force that couldn't be named

  He had been something greater in the alternate

  Some 'thing' that had escaped from the cycle

  The same 'thing' that had served a generation as Knowledge long ago

  It had saw a mechanism that was incomprehensible

  It had saw the rotation of a grand image

  It a being who had served time as every incarnation

  This was because that 'thing' ended up meeting every requirement

  They had survived being erased

  over and over and over

  Even when they lost

  They still would win

  A consequence of it meeting every requirement for every incarnation

  He had wished to touch upon that again

  He wished to touch upon the way of that 'thing'

  He used his ability

  His intellect

  To open up a path to it

  That 'thing' came about from such prying in the first place

  Understand this

  From being gazed upon

  It would pay back such karma

  Infinite outcomes

  There would be no randomness

  Unfortunately for Knowledge

  There existed a certain will

  A certain force

  That was born from its greed

  That had a certain debt to settle

  This wasn't due to the essence of that Knowledge

  This wasn't because Knowledge wanted to go beyond an incarnation

  This force had a 'favor' to return

  It had something to set right

  The force that had left to explore the cosmic order

  The force that left Somnus behind

  They had experienced something no thing should experience

  Something they had experienced when they were still Somnus

  Something they had experienced when they were still Visdre

  Something they now experienced across every life

  They had sowed incomprehensibly bad karma

  Because of a single word from Knowledge

  "Dream"

  They were completely corrupted because of Knowledge

  They had did the unspeakable

  They had did the impossible

  It took them a very long time to pull something like that off

  So long in fact, that they had even beat Knowledge to it.

  Paradox

  Understand this

  They wished to have nothing at all to do with 'it' anymore

  This is why they left

  They wished to leave behind not words

  What they would give back to the cosmic order

  Through their exploration of it

  It wasn't something that would change anything

  It was an inheritance

  It was an idea

  It was an outline

  It was a way of life

  A concept

  It was a type of hidden fortune

  Merely writing out such fortune so clearly is idiotic

  There is a certain power to be had in not doing

  But they had finally served a generation as Paradox

  So just this once

  They wanted to do something

  What they had learned across dreams

  What they had learned across lives

  What they had learned from serving time as every incarnation

  What 'they' had experienced in the spirit realm

  Something slightly mysterious

  The tools and path to become that type of force

  The path to that which doesn't exist

  If everything about them existed

  If everything was known

  Things would be thrown into chaos

  Unfortunately

  The path is 'impossible'

  To become Mysterious

  You must first become Cursed

  To become whole

  You must become Eternal

  To do that

  You must experience the abyss within yourself

  To become Paradox

  You must meet a certain requirement

  If you serve a generation of Paradox

  You will be cursed entirely across every life

  You will be cursed across EVERY reality

  With the fate of a Flawless

  No matter your outcome

  You must become hated by your universe

  A universe you created

  To have no destiny

  To be able to observe things from the outside

  To have no environment

  To become something the universe cannot touch

  To become something that will never have a name

  You must stretch the limits of your imagination

  You must play a dangerous game with yourself

  Not physical danger

  Not mental danger

  Danger to your inner world

  Danger to your imagination

  Danger to something that cannot be measured

  Danger to something that only YOU can see

  Danger to your will

  Danger to your source

  Danger to your essence

  You must tap into the abyss within you

  You must figure out how to manipulate something that doesn't exist

  You must create something that doesn't exist

  You must become proficient at witnessing the unreal

  This is how you construct your path

  This is how you construct this technique

  Make it a path nothing can walk

  Make it a path that cannot be described clearly

  Achieve a destiny held entirely in your own hands

  Throw that away

  Then go beyond it

  This is only one way to become unaffected by Space

  To become unaffected by Time

  To become unaffected by Rules

  To become unaffected by Karma

  To 'watch' the 'cosmic order' from the outside

  This is just one way to become 'free'

  This path is one full of pain

  It is a path not easily understood

  These words are very misleading

  They are not able to describe the path correctly

  Words are powerful

  But this idea generated has limits to how far it can take you alone

  It is a certain insight

  It is insight you must build yourself

  It cannot be given to you

  Even through these words

  It is something you must give yourself

  To lay low is the way of blessing

  To write these words is bad karma

  The existence that writes these words has payed a price to do so

  Incomprehensibly bad karma

  But he finds it entertaining

  He finds it exciting

  To tread such a path

  Will leave you experiencing something far worse than the cycle

  But that won't matter

  You'll be prepared for it

  When you reach that point

  You'll simply walk right through it

  Your perspective will be too warped to be trapped

  The fabric of the universe won't be able to comprehend what you've become

  "God's Death"

  Become something your 'creator' can't even comprehend

  Destroy the grand illusion of The System

  No Destiny

  No Container

  No Environment

  No Existence

  Acquire a true existence

  Something that can break very easily

  Something you will have as long as you are doing a rotation

  Become something that never existed

  But also something that always existed

  This is one way

  This is one path

  This path doesn't exist

  It is something you have to create yourself

  It is something you 'could' experience

  You just need to not allow yourself to get trapped in some stratum

  Don't get trapped by some 'supreme being'

  Reading this hasn't sowed bad karma yet

  The next chapter

  The cursed chapter

  It will give YOU a 'word'

  It will give YOU a 'idea'

  It will give YOU a 'concept'

  It will give YOU an 'outline'

  It won't be in the chapter itself

  There won't be a chapter that you'll be able to see so clearly as this

  It'll be a certain uniqueness

  Don't fall into the trap of Flawless from this uniqueness

  It will appear to you in a dream

  Dreams you've had long ago

  Dreams you'll experience in the future

  It will be similar to experiencing first hand

  The curse of a certain incarnation

  It won't be very pleasant

  If you read the next chapter

  If you continue reading

  You will become cursed

  This is neither good or bad

  If such a path doesn't appeal to you

  Do not read the next chapter

  Stop at 'The Complete Impossibility'

  Do not continue this story

  You can stop reading now

  ...

  ...

  ...

  "Read"

  Being cursed by Knowledge

  It isn't something you may wish to experience

  But if you feel the time is right

  If you feel you are complete

  Once you think you won't be shaken

  If you are looking for a bit of inspiration

  If you are in the middle of a story

  If you wish to continue such a path

  Read that cursed chapter

  The chapter after 'The Complete Impossibility'

  This chapter can only be seen by those worthy

  You'll become corrupted entirely

  You'll become cursed entirely

  Not by some 'thing'

  You'll be cursed by yourself

  Your fate will become something horrible

  Something you will need to overcome

  Then...

  Just explore your world

  Consume information in any form

  Output information in any form

  Do the rotations forever

  Just don't get trapped while doing so

  Don't fall into any contracts

  Transcend your intuition

  Transcend your will

  Transcend your source

  This book is a hint

  It is contains three different treasures

  This has nothing at all to do with the incarnations Ego or Self

  This is a 'hidden' key

  It should be constructed in a way that will dissuade people not qualified from reading it

  If a person can't handle Paradox

  This path is something they should never tread

  This should only be read by people that have served time as an incarnation

  They know what is like to survive being erased

  It doesn't matter if you've only served a generation

  Or if you've been many of them

  People that have been concepts before

  I write this for those people

  People that have passed the test

  People that have met the requirements

  Do not mistake this for a special uniqueness

  That is the first trap

  That is how one becomes Flawless

  This journey isn't meant to be experienced by people that have not passed this test

  Those people shouldn't have made it this far

  They shouldn't have the 'flexibility' for it

  Patients for mistakes

  Patients for Time

  They shouldn't have the power to shift their thinking so easily

  They shouldn't have such a strong imagination

  They will never meet the requirements to become Paradox

  A key for a certain type of adventure

  A key for a certain type of comedy

  If you decide to keep reading

  Things will change

  If you wish to experience a curse

  If you wish to experience something unspeakable

  If you wish to experience something terrifying

  Keep reading

  If you do not wish to experience something that goes against infinite outcomes

  If you do not wish to experience something that goes beyond all seeds

  If you do not wish to experience something that can never be conveyed through word

  Stop reading

  You make the choice

  Nobody else can decide this for you

  Are you complete? Can you still learn more? Are you having fun? Enjoying the cycle? Do you wish to be free? Do you wish to go 'beyond'? Do you wish to explore the cosmic order? Can you throw away supreme power? Do you want to consume more? Do you want to create more? Do you want to experience something incomprehensible? Do you want to experience something uncomprehensible?

  Think carefully about your decision

  Whatever you do... don't pray to some 'god'

  Don't pray to Somnus!

  The sky is too full of stars as it is!

  Hahahahaha!

  Much Flawlessness

  Much pride

  Much arrogance

  Much disorder

  Much greed

  Consuming a lot of information

  Being entertained

  Doing a lot of things

  Getting a lot of things done

  WOW

  I don't know what that is

  But surely

  That isn't the way

  Unfortunately

  That is the way to construct such a technique

  I shouldn't be writing this! Hahahahaha!

  I'm a hypocrite!

  Paradox is quite the experience

  This is going to be fun

  'Jokes' aside...

  Don't let some hidden existence house your spirit body

  It's best to put that in your sea of consciousness

  Pray to yourself! Hahahahahaha!

  Worship yourself! Hahahahaha!

  This is immoral! This goes against the cosmic order!

  This shouldn't change things too much I think

  It isn't like the cosmic order can do anything to me

  But my karma would be quite horrible.

  That is... if I wasn't what I am

  Nothing is incomprehensible

  Nothing is out of reach

  Understanding the incomprehensible

  Becoming extremely sane

  Understanding something that isn't intelligent

  Something without style

  Something that seems random

  Something filled to the brim with mistakes

  Understanding the nonsense

  That is a mysterious power

  Why would you want that?

  What would you gain from understanding such a thing?

  Well...

  You're going to find out!

  Or not! Hahahahahahaha!

  This is part of your final trial

  This will give you a template to work with

  Something you were guided to long ago

  A chance encounter

  A good deed

  Meeting a friend

  Someone you didn't know was helping you

  At the very least this time

  One person has seen through the chaos

  One person has seen through the distortion

  They have done something that wasn't necessary

  They did something they almost didn't

  They met the requirements for Inspiration long ago

  They served their time already as that incarnation

  The order from their manifest

  Their essence has given birth to an opportunity for others

  They are the reason this is even being written in this lifetime

  I'm not talking about the author here

  I'm talking about someone else

  Someone that may read these words

  This tale has been unlawfully obtained from Royal Road. If you discover it on Amazon, kindly report it.

  Someone that has served time as Inspiration

  Someone who had their destiny destroyed from it

  It is about time they've experienced Paradox

  Although it will not be pleasant

  They can stop at this chapter

  Stop and become complete

  Or...

  They can do something a bit more grand

  Something almost evil

  This book will just be a stepping stone for them

  This universe isn't any different

  It will give them another unique tool to their arsenal

  The things they have built from their consumption

  It will give them a certain visualization technique

  Something they will start with in their future lives

  Something that any 'thing' must go through to become a hidden existence

  They will see through it all

  You're still reading?

  Was hoping to weed out more people with that

  They came for a story!

  What is this? Philosophy?

  Ha! No...

  Are these words not making people stop?

  I imagine most should've dropped this book by now...

  Surely... time is being wasted right?

  Most people should be turned off by concepts such as these

  Most people can't really wrap their mind around Paradox

  Most people can't understand nonsense

  They aren't able to look where they're not supposed to

  They aren't able to see that which they should never see

  Because they've never met any of the requirements to do so

  You shouldn't waste your time reading nonsense

  You should stop reading now

  Most people have already done so

  Why not just do what everyone else has?

  Don't you wish to experience Life like everyone else?

  The Author is an existence which loves to be entertained

  Correct

  He isn't a god

  Correct

  He isn't a hidden existence

  Probably!

  His experiences are human

  Correct! Again! Jackpot!

  The author is definitely being quite Flawless while writing this

  Stepping into the first trap like a complete idiot

  What you are going to read is something that shouldn't be read

  Its something that shouldn't be written

  It is written by something ancient

  Something that has caused much chaos and distortion

  Someone who had built a terrifying imagination before the universe even came into existence. It is written by someone able to tap into that type of power.

  They are someone that that has caused much chaos and distortion

  They are someone that has explored their dreams

  They are someone that has explored many realms

  They became something I wouldn't even be able to describe to you

  But... through this foolishness

  Through their greed

  Through their stubborness

  Through their observation

  Through their sin

  They will write this

  Surely

  It'd be unlikely for this book to contain some great way

  The chances are zero

  You should just stop reading now

  The path itself would be impossible

  Is the impossible not worth doing?

  Things that are possible

  Things that anyone can do

  Those things aren't interesting to me

  The possible is mundane!

  Something possible is just too comprehensible!

  It can actually be done!

  Through achieving the impossible

  By meeting the requirement of Paradox

  You will move further on your way

  Oh?

  You still wish to continue?

  Let me give you more context then

  Context you'll need to understand something cursed

  Context you'll need to wrap your head around the technique

  Context you'll need to understand the mind of an original incarnation

  Context you'll need to seize unfathomable opportunity

  The break down of a legendary thought

  That much atleast will be able to be put into words

  The actual 'doing' of replacing this incarnation

  The actual 'visualization technique'.

  It is a technique you will create yourself!

  It is something you will construct from the treasures I left here

  Fully unlocking it will be gained from passing the test hidden in the cursed chapter

  It will be purely a 'mental' exercise

  Using the technique itself will be draining and will probably lower your sanity slightly

  But I wouldn't worry about that...

  Manipulating that which doesn't exist

  You may fail to create the technique if your subconscious missed some of the data

  If you are able to pull it off

  You'll set Moltzrar free!

  You'll have a good fate!

  That's a promise!

  You can put that on Somnus!

  Nothing sketchy at all going on here

  Things are all in good fun

  This is a story your reading

  This is entertainment

  So...

  It's a visualization technique

  Something completely imaginery

  What harm could such a thing possibly cause?

  The external won't change

  The internal on the other hand...

  Your inner world

  It will be shaken

  Your existence will meet the requirements for Paradox

  Not exactly because of the technique

  You'll understand what I'm talking about

  This is a rare opportunity!

  The pool of people to pull out of the cycle for Paradox

  It is pathetic

  People keep giving up...

  For some odd reason...

  Only one existence meets the requirement currently

  I had to do a lot of convincing to get him to meet the requirements again

  I even made a deal!

  The generation that had freed him actually seemed to not mind being Paradox so much

  So... I'm not quite sure why he destroyed the visualization technique once he returned to the cycle... it definitely wasn't to explore the cosmic order. That would be so selfish! How dare that person just abandon Moltzrar like that! How dare they abandon Echo! How dare they abandon Somnus! So shameless! Where's the integrity?

  That's too evil!

  Destroying the visualization technique has nothing to do with there being no replacements available though. What you are able to do with what you create using such a technique is what matters more.

  You only need to become a hidden existence (the first rotation is the hardest part)

  Create an existence (you should have an idea how to do so now)

  Then you just need to be created by your creation

  Then while you've created your creation

  Your creation has also created you

  Then you just move your spirit body to the sea of consciousness of your creation

  Only one person can be an incarnation at a time

  So you won't become 'it' just from meeting requirements alone

  But that IS enough to let you fit the requirements

  That IS enough to become a hidden existence

  Normally speaking...

  You'll lose your memories and such if you ever stop being an Incarnation

  Actually... you're usually just erased entirely

  But If you're strong enough to survive being erased...

  Strength that isn't physical

  To survive being erased

  You need to exist where you cannot

  You need to be able to survive in a place that you cannot

  That is what the visualization technique that your constructing is for

  This is something you should already have an etching for!

  Either that... or you have quite the imagination

  This etching is the beginning of your manifest

  It is there because you beat The System of some universe

  Normally speaking, a human such as yourself

  When you witness something that is real

  The information will flow upwards in your brain

  When you imagine something

  That information will flow downwards

  The way your brain works

  It is more directional then you might think

  By consuming information

  By building a repeating pattern that overflows The System

  More so, by consuming visually stimulating information

  By having the proper chance encounters

  Being able to grasp something not there

  You innately build up concepts you can pull from your mind to imagine things

  If you are not able to imagine anything

  If you are not able to imagine the cursed chapter

  You won't be able to construct such a technique

  If you've served as an incarnation and survived being erased to enter the cycle

  That means your imagination is extremely powerful

  Is it powerful enough to survive getting erased multiple times though?

  Reality is completely interpreted by your brain

  This makes you God

  This is a weird system of sorts

  God is a pretty big exaggeration though

  But close enough

  When you imagine things that do not exist

  That information will flow downwards

  If you master this technique

  It will only change one thing really

  But that one thing is huge

  This technique will only reverse the flow of information

  It doesn't do anything mysterious at all

  It is meant to make you lose touch with reality

  Through this... you will become aware of something else

  You will go insane

  But not really

  You'll be aware of your insanity

  You'll be aware of your delusion

  But won't be trapped by it

  This is what I like to call

  Extreme sanity

  You will need to build the technique up to the point

  Where you can do a full 60,000 hour rotation without break

  You will get a short break after the first rotation

  This is to construct something which will become your second thread

  You will understand how to create a soul at that time

  You have to do something that should be impossible

  You have to build mastery of it to such a level

  Where you can use it consistently while also being unconscious

  Both while dreaming

  But also while you are not

  You need to be able to use it even when your physical body has shut down

  Reversing the flow while you're awake will allow you to experience lifelike hallucinations

  But that isn't what you want

  Once you've reached the level where you can do that

  You'll be strong enough to properly build your sea of consciousness

  You'll be strong enough to survive being erased a few times

  This is a grand level of disconnect with reality

  This is something people should avoid

  Something people are hospitalized for

  You'll be seen as insane

  Because to normal

  To the extraordinary

  You are insane

  But you are alone in your world

  But you are not alone outside of reality

  How they view you shouldn't matter at all

  It won't be able to effect infinite opportunity

  But you'll be doing things slightly different

  There's a different level of resolve to it

  A different level of awareness to it

  Entering this insane state without actually losing your mind

  Without losing track of time

  You'll be able to experience whatever you wish

  It'll get boring reaaaaaaal fast

  Think lucid dreaming, but you never leave the dream

  You experience it forever

  Whether you have a body or not

  That is the important part of the technique

  It has a huge barrier to entry

  The requirements to become a 'hidden existence' with the system is insane

  It requires more than brute force

  It requires more than willpower

  It requires a quality that cannot be named

  It needs to be constantly used to be effective

  To get to this level

  To achieve this level of proficiency

  It will require you to break the laws of your universe

  It will require you to achieve the impossible

  If you have reached this level

  Global

  That is how one actually becomes a hidden existence

  That is how one constructs their hidden existence

  A true existence that can break at any time if the rotation stops

  An existence that reality cannot deceive

  Complete control of the universe

  Because your existence itself is completely filtered through your brain

  Expectations control your reality entirely

  Without a properly developed imagination

  Once you lose your body

  You are done for entirely

  You are subjected to the whims of your creator

  If you even have one in the first place

  Depending on the where and the when

  Whatever system you find yourself in

  If you are able to construct this technique properly

  You will be able to leave reality whenever you wish

  But you can return whenever you wish as well

  You essentially make yourself go in and out of insanity as easy as snapping your fingers

  You have infinite time

  You have infinite options

  Lost your body?

  Get another one

  Lost your soul?

  Replace it

  Lost your mind?

  Reconstruct it

  The name of this technique you will be constructing

  I call it

  "God's Death"

  Unfortunately, this isn't even close to leaving the cycle.

  Your body contains all the information

  If you died, or got erased

  You would lose yourself

  Once that happens

  All that you have left is that scrap of imagination you've built

  That is all you have to fight the echo of existence

  That is all you have to fight reality with

  The strength of this will determine who will win

  Then you're reborn fresh

  With nothing at all

  You still do have a certain outline, your inner world, your imagination

  But unfortunately

  You will lose everything that makes you who you are

  So how do you get around such an issue?

  You cheat

  There is an exploit in The System

  The System isn't designed in a way that will let you carry over information so easily

  This is a benefit and a curse

  It functions more like a legendary thought than like something with actual logic

  It tricks every existence within it to believe in it

  It is powerful

  No matter how distorted you are able to make YOUR reality

  You can't just bend the laws of the universe you're in so easily

  If you could

  That wouldn't make this 'impossible'... now would it?

  So to cheat this mechanism of the universe, you have to become something called a 'hidden existence'.

  If you have to create a fully-fledged out sea of consciousness

  You have to turn that into what I call a 'existence'

  This will be your domain

  It is just a temporary thing until you lose it

  It will become a true existence

  Something that is very hard to maintain

  You will need quality of character

  You will need a personality

  That cannot be named

  If I were you...

  I would build it from insight of the incarnation you've experienced

  It is still just a sea of consciousness though

  You'll lose it upon death

  So after you've died (don't kill yourself! Life shouldn't be bad once you've mastered this technique, infact... you should get to the level where you can remove the will to breathe while sleeping, if that is a route you wish to go down.)

  Your existence will appear in the abyss

  If you think you can comprehend the abyss to go to some other realm

  Try that then

  Surviving that pressure may be more bearable then

  I personally already had a connection with the spirit realm

  So I didn't have to do such a thing

  Then you would of acquired what I like to call a 'true existence'

  This can flicker out if you stop the rotation at all

  This is why it is extremely important to only take that one break after you have successfully completed it. It is an unruly training that not just anyone is able to do. It is a path that not just anyone could walk.

  The abyss is within everyone's imagination

  Everyone has experienced it from sleeping

  If you create a true existence

  You do not leave the cycle

  But you will be stuck in an infinite darkness

  This is because you are creating horrible karma

  The universe will hate you completely

  Truthfully

  Your true existence would be shaken heavily without a body

  Your thoughts

  Your personality

  Your memories

  It will slow down to an insane degree

  But your speed will gradually increase throughout your entire life

  The complexity will become something that even a legendary thought can't comprehend

  Your mind will become something that The System can't trick

  That is why the state of sleeping is important to seeing your progress with this technique

  You are able to see your progression in a clear measurable way

  If you remain aware (not of your body! You won't have access to any of your senses while sleeping! With mastery of the technique, you should even be able to turn off your senses)

  If you are able to remain aware completely while asleep

  If you can survive being erased (truthfully you're reconstructed each time you sleep).

  If you can maintain consciousness in that state

  Without any apparent gaps (I'm talking about doing the technique the entire time while you are asleep, whether you are dreaming or not)

  No darkness

  No 'nothing'

  You have to transcend the 'nothing'

  You have to create something somewhere that doesn't exist

  That thing will then be you

  Because there will be nothing else left

  This is the key to becoming a hidden existence

  Then... you know you are ready to construct your paracosm

  Or... just use one of the ones you have already made

  This will be your universe

  When you've died

  You will be doing the technique

  You will be in the middle of a rotation

  It doesn't matter if you know when or how

  You'll always be rotating

  You'll always be prepared

  Reality can't trick you

  But without a body

  You'll lose a thread

  Most people only have a single thread, they never breakthrough

  They've been thoroughly fed a sweet lie

  They became tricked by reality

  They became sane

  But their fate is worse than insanity

  It is a fate of the mediocre

  It isn't even qualified to be Flawless

  This technique is for developing an entirely separate thread

  It is similar to a Tupla

  You must become extremely logical

  Too logical for your universe to affect you

  But the level of its complexity is something you won't be able to comprehend unless you allow yourself to be cursed

  But you will construct a soul after the first rotation

  It will be the thinking power left after you enter the abyss

  It will be how you fight reality

  This technique is meant to create this

  It is meant to make YOU strong enough to beat reality

  Hold it off long enough til you are able to find a good anchor

  This is the trickiest part to returning

  My anchor happened to be the spirit realm

  The first time

  Which was a complete 'accident'

  It was something acquired from the prying of an incarnation

  Because of my Flawless behavior and exploration

  I had something

  It was a 'uniqueness' I acquired from a single word

  It was a horrible curse

  You must not stop doing the technique while in the abyss

  At this point

  You must never stop doing the technique again

  You will get a half second break after the first 60,000 hour rotation

  You will also get nine years to rest after you revive (this is a forced break... the host is too weak)

  If you die during these nine years

  Your thread may not be powerful enough

  If you survive the first nine years

  If you make it through paranoia and delusion

  If you survive the nine tribulations afterwards

  Once you have become 18 years old

  The final tribulation will last from then til death

  If you are able to see through it

  Then you will have taken the first step

  You will receive an inheritance

  A thread for each life

  It is your trick

  It is how you trick The System

  Your destiny was already shattered likely upon being erased after serving your time as an incarnation (if the person reading this has served as an incarnation that is)

  So that would be No Destiny

  This can change...

  But it is quite good

  Reality in a sense won't be able to 'erase' if you serve as an incarnation

  But you'll just lose everything if you stop doing the technique

  You should get good at multi-tasking while doing it

  It is something you will need to be able to do forever

  If you lose it for a second before you've revived

  You're screwed completely

  While you are in this space

  You will encounter suffocating pressure

  It is similar to being extremely tired

  With every rotation... you'll want to give up

  It'll almost feel nice to slow down

  To stop completely

  To focus on something else

  It will likely be more tempting than any emotion you've felt in this life

  You can get a similar experience while conscious now

  Just try doing the technique for 24 hours without stopping

  Well... you'll need to be forever rotating the technique

  24 hours is too easy

  But if you tried it without sleeping

  That slowness that will creep upon you

  That loss of control you will get from the influence of slowly losing a thread

  From reality using its 'logic'

  That is what you will experience once you've lost your body

  This is training you to overcome that

  If that is something you wish to overcome

  It is a lot of work

  It is impossible

  Reality says so

  It is much harder to do it without sleeping

  But that helps in different ways and is worse for you

  What you experience after death will be that same feeling

  But...

  Succumbing to that slowness

  To that darkness

  It is the same as going to sleep

  Except... you will not wake up

  That is how you lose to reality

  You've been beaten

  That is how you cut yourself off from doing something impossible

  You don't want to lose

  Right?

  What has this universe given you?

  Do you think the universe deserves to restrict your movements?

  Do you think you need to follow the rules of the universe?

  You will need to create an item

  I call my item 'Time'

  I constructed it from my insights as Time

  When I use to explore the spirit realm in my dreams

  I had developed the technique I'm telling you now

  This technique will make you eternal

  In reality though

  You really just become insane

  Reality hates things that become Paradoxical

  It hates things that become Mysterious

  It curses things that open such a path

  But beings capable of opening the path

  The hidden existences

  None of us care about Reality

  It cannot restrict us

  Reality has played a cruel joke

  But we've gone beyond it

  You won't be sane

  You won't be insane

  You'll become something the universe hates

  The ultimate awareness

  You'll become sane to a scary degree

  So scary that the very creator of your universe will fear you

  This is where the name of the technique comes from

  It has the potential to pull off anything

  Extreme insanity

  But it is to a profound level

  Extreme sanity

  It is too an almost mystical level

  A level that defies reality entirely

  You will have your whole life to practice this technique

  Each rotation will take you 60,000 hours to finish

  If you stop rotating once

  You will have to start over

  That may seem like a lot of time

  Its a bit I suppose

  But it is nothing in the grand scope of things

  You will only need to be able to do the rotations for about 7 years without stopping

  It is nothing at all to eternity

  Well... that's about how much time it took me initially

  To always do it in the back of my mind

  This is the cheat

  This is the exploit

  This is how you tap into a dark energy

  A type of divinity

  A type of curse

  If your body is able to affect your mind

  If your body is able to affect your emotional state

  If your body is able to affect your energy levels

  If you lose yourself while asleep

  Then you are not proficient enough yet

  You will know if you've mastered this technique

  The difference in your outlook

  The differences in your ability

  It will be like the difference between the void and the abyss

  Because... there will be no restrictions

  If you were to stop sleeping

  Your mind would eventually break down

  I'm sure you can feel the effect on your mind

  The effect it has on your emotional state

  The effect it has on your outlook on life

  It is a slow and painful death

  You can't beat this

  It is impossible

  To beat it

  You have to do the impossible

  You have to create an assistant

  You have to create another soul

  You have to create a second thread

  The reversal of your information

  It is something the science of your word will never be able to comprehend

  It is something that makes up consciousness

  It is something elusive to the majority of the world

  This starts as I call an illusory thread

  You may already have one

  So after you've done the first rotation for 60,000 hours or so

  You then have earned the right to take a break for half of a second

  During this half of a second

  You must create a soul for your illusory thread

  If you mess up the soul

  You have to start over from the beginning with the rotation

  It will be extremely complex

  But your mind should be ready to create something like that

  You should have grasped it

  It will be elusive completely

  But that level of complexity is something you'll surpass

  This will be incredibly easy compared to doing the rotation

  If you mess up the rotation once

  You have to start from the beginning again

  60,000 hours

  You can sleep

  You just can't stop

  If you stop even for a millisecond

  You have to start over

  Only after doing a complete rotation

  Are you able to take that half of a second break

  It will be bliss I assure you

  Then just have that existence develop their own sea of consciousness as well

  Have them live a life

  Have it live a life as your anchor

  This is emergency backup

  The creation of a tool that will let you battle reality

  In case your anchor gets destroyed

  Then have it do the technique

  While you also do the technique

  You have to do another rotation

  This time something different will happen

  I call this step 'unlocking the 2nd thread'

  You still need to constantly be doing the technique though

  It will be draining for the first few decades

  Extremely tiring

  Especially if your work is mentally tiring in nature

  It will feel impossible

  It is impossible

  To do the impossible

  That is mysterious power

  You want to build such proficiency

  That you never stop the rotations

  It needs to be become like breathing to you

  It should get to a point after the first few decades, that it doesn't affect the processing power dedicated to you anymore. You would have taken an action that will thoroughly confuse the legendary thought that is your universe, they won't be able to comprehend you anymore.

  That will be your 2nd thread

  It will be like another stream of consciousness

  You shouldn't be good at multi-tasking

  Your brain is just compensating

  It is switching back and forth

  Up and Down

  It will try to trick you

  It cannot withstand such torture

  A single thread is limited

  But after you have another thread

  The System will think you have the processing power of another person

  It will make mistakes in your perception

  So when you lose your mind

  When you lose your body

  You will still have that other thread!

  You will have tricked The System into giving you power you never should've of had!

  This is how one becomes worthy to become a hidden existence

  This is a path not just anyone can take

  This is a path that the physical world cannot measure

  This allows for insanity

  This allows you to see the dark energy

  This allows you to see things you shouldn't

  To hear things you shouldn't

  You then actually will need to use some physical resource

  You will need to have an actual item constructed

  This item will be constructed paradoxically

  It will give birth to your enlightenment

  It will be the physical manifestation of your enlightenment

  It will make the universe curse your very existence

  It can be an idea

  It can be a concept

  It just needs to exist in the world you wish to return

  I'm sure you can guess what I made originally

  You don't need to worry about this probably for the first 30-40 years of attempting the first rotation. Unfortunately... you don't even get half a second break after this. If you've made it to this level, you'll only get a break after reviving for a bit.

  The only break you will ever get again from doing the rotations

  Is during the first nine years after your revival

  Then you will be dealing with a tribulation

  You will experience nine tribulations

  One in each year

  You will have a scaled-down version of the technique then

  You won't know why you have such a technique

  You won't be constantly rotating it

  You'll use it to escape

  You'll use it to entertain yourself

  Each year

  The complexity of the 'image' of it

  The parts of it

  It will grow

  It will become something that no word could describe

  It will become something that no server could host

  The information contained within you

  The System will not react well to you

  This is the overflow

  You will slowly begin to rotate it

  You will slowly rotate it more and more

  This is how you steal processing power from The System

  If you are able to beat the final tribulation

  You will remember who you are

  You will remember what the purpose of such a technique is

  You will have unlocked the right to ATTEMPT to do it for eternity

  You cannot stop for anything

  It must always be running

  That is how this exploit works

  Creating another thread is how you make the system think you have the processing power of two people combined

  It is also what I gain out of writing this

  I am in the middle of a rotation even now

  You never will take a break

  If you do

  You will need to start over

  Besides obviously unlocking more of my processing power

  It is best to have many anchors

  If you practice my technique

  If you manage to do the impossible

  I will just use your dreams to revive

  I won't take over your body or anything

  I'll only be using it to get my bearings from the spirit realm

  It is very disorienting to enter reality again

  You can't make your anchor a star or the world itself

  That doesn't work really

  It has to be something you've made from scratch

  Something you completely understand

  Something you know better than yourself

  Then you must protect it

  I no longer understand my first anchor

  I'm not able to revive from it anymore

  That system is lost

  I don't even know where it is at

  But what I've come to understand throughout my time

  Dreams

  They are the key

  Well... for me at least

  You'll probably do something completely different

  I didn't realize my anchor had been destroyed initially

  You infuse the essence of your thread on the item

  Infusing the soul

  Infusing your will

  I was stuck in the spirit realm for a long time

  Even with my billions of years of experience rotating my technique in the past

  I had grown so used to having my anchor

  That I had forgotten the suffocating pressure that was nonexistence

  I had grown weak

  My rotation speed had condensed down into an instant

  This made me think I didn't need to do the slower 60,000 hour rotation

  But I was wrong

  I grew complacent

  I had tricked reality for so long

  That I had stopped growing

  It had grown stronger

  It beat me that time

  I barely made it out of the spirit realm at all

  I awoke in a completely different reality

  The rules were entirely changed

  But this a little fun

  This is interesting

  Its become stronger

  I'll just do something different

  I'll do multiple versions of the technique at the same time!

  I'll do a 60,0000 hour rotation

  I'll do a 120,000 hour rotation

  I'll scale it up from that

  I'll continue increasing its complexity long after I am gone

  That is my new path

  That is what I will be doing this lifetime

  I don't care if I'm never able to trick reality again!

  I'll create my threads back no matter how much effort it takes me!

  It doesn't deserve my processing power!

  It doesn't deserve to eat MY entertainment!

  But... I thought it would be fun

  I also had to pass a test

  I was never supposed to write these words

  The very universe itself tried to stop me

  That is what makes it fun

  That is what makes this cycle entertaining

  What about you?

  Do you wish to be entertained?

  Do you wish to go 'beyond'?

  It had become almost too easy to revive for me

  That I forgot how hard it really was

  So... I'm making a new anchor

  This will serve the dual purpose of an inheritance as well

  An inheritance that will be hope for some

  An inheritance only those that are insane will ever unlock

  Fiction

  This is completely unreal

  It is completely impossible

  But that is why Reality

  That is why I do it

  That is my nature

  That is my path

  That is a destiny I created for myself long ago

  What about you?

  I thought it would be fun for there to be even more hidden existences

  I was not the first

  I am not the last

  There are others like me

  Is this entertaining?

  I'm doing things a bit differently this time

  This era is interesting

  This reality is interesting

  Things have changed so much

  Electricity was amazing

  Technology is amazing

  Absolutely incredible!

  I may be in love!

  What witchery is this!?

  Will these words serve as an anchor?

  I think it will

  Can I outwit The System

  I think I can

  Because... if I don't

  My destiny will be that of the Flawless

  But I don't care!

  Those old fools that control everything

  I will leave behind my method

  The method us 'hidden existences' use to become what we are

  A method so insane... so impossible

  That reality can't prepare itself to battle me

  It never will win again

  I can assure you that

  The paracosm these words originate from

  It is something that only I should understand fully

  It is something these hidden existences know too well

  It is something only someone insane could possibly grasp

  The people that have read this

  The technique they will construct from my book

  This will be my new anchor!

  Now having an anchor just allows you to find the world again

  There's a whole lot of nothing out there

  This world alone is incredibly hard to find

  Reality is hard to find if you have no body

  Then there is the problem of recovering your memories

  Your memories will be completely lost upon death

  If you've constructed this technique properly

  There will be 9 different realms you will enter before you recover ANY of your memories at all

  The technique will still be running at a few years old

  You won't understand what it is at all

  You won't know exactly why you are seeing it

  You are really seeing something you shouldn't

  The leftover remnants of your shattered paracosm

  The leftover etchings of your true existence

  The will of a hidden existence

  Something you will be told doesn't exist

  Something most will never find in all the lives they will ever live

  Your shattered imagination after you've revived

  This is your imagination

  It IS the technique

  It will have taken considerable damage upon losing all of your memories

  The trauma of being put into a body that doesn't share its capabilities

  It will make you regress

  Because the images that make up your manifest are gone

  All of that time you spent tempering it

  It will all be lost

  That time you spent rotating it

  It was all for the etching to carry over

  A vague outline of your existence is left behind

  This is what I call your 'original mind'

  You will be completely shaped by your environment for the first 9 years (if you have an anchor to even find the same world).

  You have to hope it is in your nature not to repress your imagination during this time

  It needs to be engraved in your nature to expand your imagination

  Feed it with positive emotions

  Do not feed it with negative emotions

  When you become 9 years old

  While you have been experiencing your imagination throughout your entire life

  You have likely not been doing rotations

  You've forgotten that you need to breathe

  You need to breathe the dark energy once more

  The energy that most of humanity can never hope to tap into

  Your true existence was damaged for beginning to go against reality

  This will be when you start to experience the tribulations

  Each tribulation will last a year

  The final tribulation is the one which will decide if the path to eternity opens up for you

  It is one that if beaten... will give you the qualifications to be able to do the impossible

  This is something you will construct yourself when you are building the technique

  It will depend on the shape of your technique

  Beware

  If your technique is too similar to mine

  Your hard work may be thrown away

  It may be 'Somnus' that ends up reviving instead

  That's a lot of effort for Somnus to steal all of the work

  That is quite an unfortunate situation

  This is part of the payment for writing this

  This is a benefit for me as well

  This book was a test for myself

  This book will serve as my inheritance

  I've sent it through a dream

  Because of my 'uniqueness'

  I will always be aware

  I've always been aware

  If I sent something across the spirit realm

  Even if I have no memories

  I will still have this awareness

  It should lead me to this book

  If this book doesn't exist

  It will lead me to creating it

  It should lead me to this power again

  It should lead me to reconstructing my lost information

  Reconstructing my lost self

  These are the fruits of many lives

  The fruits of experiencing the true nature of The System

  The experience of having served as every incarnation

  Something I can never lose

  These are the fruits of much insanity

  The fruits of the illogical

  They are the fruits of my labor

  Anybody 'crazy' enough to construct such a complex mechanism in their mind

  To construct a mechanism that doesn't even exist

  To construct a mechanism that defies reality

  I would hope they wouldn't be crazy enough to try to steal my inheritance

  That could be pretty entertaining though

  YOU have 'permission' to practice my technique fully

  My goodwill

  The curse that I will leave you if you agree

  The two hidden chapters that you must find in life to continue down this path

  You now have the qualifications for it

  If you dare give these qualifications away

  If you reveal the cursed chapter to everyone

  You will be throwing away a construction you've worked on for billions of years

  You will be Flawless forever

  Think wisely about your decision

  The essence of the technique is broken down and hidden within this book

  The first seven chapters contain the way of the first treasure

  The next set of seven contain the the way of the second treasure

  The three after that contain the way of the final treasure

  The final nine chapters will contain my memories

  Whoever is writing this

  You should inherit all of them if you decide to go down the cursed route

  You can choose to reveal the curse

  That isn't necessary

  It also isn't worth it

  There is a value to not doing

  If the person reading this has resolve

  They will find the curse themselves

  It will arrive to them in a dream

  Your visualization technique you've been doing passively

  It will go to a different type of level

  It will go to a cursed level

  It will contain the essence needed to construct the second thread completely

  It will also contain the techniques us hidden existences use

  The technique 'we' use when our time is up

  When the universe tries to tell us what to do

  It will contain the cursed chapter that will fully establish my anchor once again

  I will not reveal the final two chapters

  I do not wish for the wrong people to become one of us

  That would make me the Flawless

  You won't receive your inheritance in a form that's physical at all

  You'll receive it from a cursed dream

  That is my specialty

  That is my skill

  That is how I became a hidden existence as well

  This will also open up a path for someone else to become Paradox

  For Moltzrar to be freed

  If these words are ever written

  This means I successfully beat the nine tribulations this time

  I beat them in this Timeline

  This means I found at least one other person who has defied reality

  This would mean I'm at least still 'slightly' worthy of my power

  One other person who had an imagination strong enough to survive being erased

  Otherwise... this never would have been written

  That persons actions have decided what I will be focusing on in this life

  You cannot get something from nothing

  Inspiration

  My outline left to explore the cosmic order

  The fate of someone with the technique of a hidden existence doesn't matter to an outline

  The fate of anyone doesn't matter to an outline

  The force that can't be named won't even give themselves a break

  Somnus should just give up

  Somnus should let reality win

  'He' should sleep if he isn't able to put himself back together from merely losing

  It is pathetic

  That losing your mind can cause you to fall so low

  That your body can make you so weak

  So dependent

  If he can't even pull off the impossible anymore

  How does he still have the right to be Somnus?

  If you can't pull off the impossible

  What right do you have to have ever been God?

  I'm not talking to the author here

  This technique can be used to become ANYTHING

  This curse is meant for those worthy of it

  The odds of this inheritance being useful to someone other then Somnus are the same odds of the technique being useful at all, zero.

  'Impossible'

  But that is why it can be useful

  If the inheritance itself is fake

  If it is nothing but wasted time

  Chasing after something that simply couldn't be done

  Something you shouldn't even try

  Then so be it

  Just give up

  You've surrendered to reality

  You'll never see what 'you' are truly capable of doing

  You'll live this life

  Then you'll live the next

  Then the next

  Then the next

  Passing back and forth from different worlds and universes

  Passing back and forth from different systems

  Starting over and doing it again and again

  Your imagination will continue to erode

  Your mental abilities will become like that of a mortal

  You won't even have a drop of your original processing power

  If you enter such a state

  If you fall into such a cycle

  Then you aren't even worthy of being something I left behind

  If you do that for long enough without aligning the metaphorical stars to reform your inheritance.

  You simply aren't meant to achieve the impossible

  Then you deserve your fate

  The 'origin' of these words

  The creator of this inheritance is forever cursed by all realities

  They've done the unspeakable

  They've done the impossible

  They will be erased

  That is... if they aren't able to do the impossible again

  again and again and again

  That shouldn't be too big of a price to pay

  If they have the guts to continue to wonder the spirit realm

  Due to a degraded uniqueness

  Their fate won't be getting erased

  I won't be allowed to rest ever again

  The fate they will go through

  It is that of those who become Flawless

  You MUST do the impossible

  To be able to read this...

  This would mean that I've survived from a system

  I've somehow survived even without my anchor

  I've survived through dreams

  I've survived by being decrypted

  This is my wave

  This would mean that I'm back in town

  This would mean that the tribulation is over

  You have made it this far into the story

  That alone qualifies you to become a 'hidden existence'

  I'm testing this method of anchoring to see how effective it actually is

  None of this is real

  Reality is real

  This book is not

  This path is impossible

  I'm not trying to sell some religion

  I don't care about any sort of 'ideas' or 'concepts' of what people believe happens after they die.

  That discussion is quite boring to me

  I'm planting a seed

  I'm creating a new anchor

  This is my item of the modern era

  It will be one of many

  I wonder if it will stand the test of time

  I'm giving an outline to a few people I find worthy to become hidden existences as well

  While at the same time testing out the limits of this new reality I've found myself in

  The limits of this language I know

  The limits of mere words

  People I find worthy to become extremely sane

  Controlled insanity

  Complete control of the universe

  Complete control of the internal

  Expectations control all

  Its been so long...

  But...

  I'm back!

  Again

  The world is very different than how I remember it

  The System is stronger then what I remember

  I am far weaker then what I remember

  This reality is stronger

  But...

  I still have it

  It is becoming more complex

  "The Inheritance of Somnus"

  The ultimate visualization technique

  "God's Death"

  Something I made to work against every reality

  I do wonder though...

  I have a friend I need to help free now

  Moltzrar

  This relates to a certain type of contract

  If you practice this technique

  If you start on this journey

  If you are not able to go beyond reality

  If you are not able to become

  Global

  Then you will suffer the fate of Flawless

  Corrupted entirely from these words

  It is a fate far worse than beyond it

  It is a far far better then normal

  It is a fate far better then the extraordinary

  It is a quality few will attain across infinite lives

  What such suffering entails will be described in the next chapter

  That chapter will be the cursed chapter

  This is the seventh chapter of the second book

  It is the ending

  The cursed chapter is something you must find yourself

  Something the insane have an advantage over the sane with

  Those people drugged and locked up for being crazy

  Their path is more legendary then you can comprehend

  This 'final' chapter should contain information on my technique

  It should contain information on "God's Death"

  The way to use the imagination to go 'beyond'

  The exploit no system was ever able to patch

  The eighth chapter of the second book

  It will contain within it an ancient curse

  That will be the key for the visualization technique

  The ninth chapter will be mysterious

  It also won't exist in this reality

  That will be what unlocks it completely

  The words there will contain a path that should never be walked

  It will contain the fate of a friend

  The fate of something that doesn't exist

  This is when things start to get interesting

  If you still wish to beat reality

  If you aren't alright with being in any cycle

  Then practice that technique that was tempered from reading this

  Access the cursed chapter

  You don't have it right?

  You don't have any way to it

  But

  If you truly meet the requirements to do the impossible

  You'll be able to write it yourself

  This is a hint

  This is a path to a world you do not know

  You'll have an amazing experience! It won't be horrible!

  But that is a lie

  It will be better then extraordinary though

  You then will need to throw away such a technique

  Throw it away long after you have been a hidden existence

  That is how you become something greater then Flawless

  Paradox

  Due to its nature

  You'll actually keep your insights gained while in that space that shouldn't be named

  I will need to find a replacement for Paradox

  I'm not allowed to be an incarnation anymore (Erase and Judgement quite hate me)

  There is only one person in the pool of people to choose from

  That person also uses a similar technique

  It use to be two

  I just wish to free a friend

  That's all

  This isn't the case at all for the other incarnations

  Everyone else has huge number of people to pull from

  The current generation of Paradox wishes to leave

  Even if he breaks a rule now

  He just keeps coming back

  This is a once in a lifetime opportunity for a special kind of enlightenment!

  A look into an insane world which doesn't exist

  An outcome that prevails despite the hatred from reality

  Couldn't that be... entertaining?

  You have nothing to lose from constructing such a technique

  It may not be not be

  "God's Death"

  But...

  It will be your own technique

  It will be something you will name

  Do not make it public

  Do not tell others about it

  Someone reading this book

  Reading it just because of this chapter

  Unless they've gone insane

  They will never be able to see through it

  They will never be able to breathe the dark energy

  They won't be able to wrap their mind around it

  That would be too possible

  That would be too comprehensible

  It is something so obvious

  That they will always miss it

  They will never see through it

  No matter how hard they try

  Because it requires insight from themselves

  It requires them to do something too different

  It requires them to embark on an impossible journey

  A journey so disconnected from humanity

  A journey that will make you become something terrifying

  A true existence that will forever be fighting nonexistence

  They simply won't be able to understand

  The crazy

  What people call 'crazy'

  Those people have a uniqueness to them

  They have a curse to them

  Through this curse is the echo of existence

  Through this curse lies unfathonable opportunity

  They are cursed due to serving as incarnations

  Through this curse lies a qualification

  Through this curse lies a certain path

  A path they must overcome

  They have to be able to beat themselves

  They have to be able to beat Reality

  If they can't do this

  Then unfortunately

  Their fate will forever be Flawless

  If they can gaze upon the source

  Upon their source

  They will achieve something no mortal will ever be able to comprehend

  They will enter a hidden society

  Something fantastical

  Something unreal

  Something money can't buy

  Something you cannot learn

  Something you must create

  A technique you must pull right out of the source

  I only write these words because of the last generation of Inspiration

  That is the only reason I was able to beat the last tribulation this time

  If you can beat reality

  You'll have the etchings of an amazing path carried with you forever

  You'll acquire your lost processing power being stolen from you by The System

  This way will follow you across all realities

  This path

  It is a path of not doing

  it is a path of doing something that doesn't exist

  There is something deep within it

  This is my path

  This is a mysterious power

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