Chuma shoved away from me and ran out of the tent of Oda. I looked as the chieftain was ramming her ass back into the cock smming into her as the breeding needs took over her mind. She had held on for a little longer than I thought she would before her hunger for cum filling her womb controlled her.

  I moved after my small lover who was obviously shaken by what had happened as I had used and abused her throat for my own pleasure. She had asked for it but must not have realized exactly what that meant. I ran through the vilge naked and flopping as I saw her flitting through the tents to her own home. I moved after her and found her curled up in her home.

  “Chuma?” I asked as I walked into her hutt.

  Her eyes were glistening with tears as she looked at me and scooted from me as much as possible. “Go away!” She hissed as she hugged her knees to her chest.

  “No, you obviously were shaken from what happened so come here and we can talk about it.” I went to my hands and knees and approached her. She kicked out just as I was about to get in range and she shuddered, pulling away quickly.

  “You aren’t supposed to be like a man. You… you didn’t tell me what it was going to be like! You shouldn’t have been so rough! I haven’t done things like this!” She threw things at me that I batted out of the air as she had tears and snot running down her face.

  “I’m not like a man. I’m just as much a woman as you. Calm down and talk to me.” I didn’t push closer, I instead sat back and waited for her as she tightened her self hug.

  “You… You shoved yourself so deep into me. I couldn’t breathe, I pushed against your hips to stop you but you kept overpowering me! That isn’t what I agreed to.” She wept openly as her harsh words cut through the air.

  “You asked me for it. I thought you were just reacting how your body wanted to. I didn’t think you were trying to stop me on purpose. You asked to be choked by a girl cock. It had to be a little rough for you to experience that.” I flopped down, opening my body up to her.

  “Well… I did but you could have told me what it was going to be like. I’m not strong like the other women. I live fearing that they will force themselves on me at any moment. I dread my breeding weeks and having to walk around waiting to be mounted and forced to bear pups without a mate. You don’t worry about that do you?!” She threw a pillow smacking me in the face before she looked afraid of me.

  “I do fear pups. I fear that I’ll lose myself to the desire and ruin my chances to return home and put my first children in the mate I had chosen and cimed for myself. She is… important to me and I made a promise. What if I have lied to her and can’t actually accomplish that?”

  “But you aren’t afraid of males, you aren’t afraid of cocks ramming themselves deep inside you and taking away your choice! You’re strong enough to choose whenever you want. Waltzing in here one night and I don’t even know why I agreed. Every time I’m around you something in me changes. I want to be cimed around you, controlled and taken. It’s like you're changing me without my choice.” She curled herself into a ball and hid her face from me. “You turn me into some cock crazed slut when I hate them. I’m supposed to be afraid of cocks yet I can’t stop thinking about yours.”

  Frowning, I tried to think about her words. About how easy it had been for me to slip into the beds of others and drive them to new levels of pleasure. Awakening hungers and desires in them until I could change them forever. Was I doing it on purpose? “Well, I… I don’t mean to drive you to these things? I am just trying to follow my instincts. It is just the way my ascension works Chuma. I don’t think it would change your desires in the end of things.”

  “So you do think I’m just a lying slut don’t you? Some cock crazed madwoman that just doesn’t want to do her part and expand the cn! Just like everyone else around here!” She turned and hid herself from me. Her small back stretched tight and I noticed how easy it was to see her bones on her thin frame.

  I moved up behind her and draped my arms around her gently. Chuma stiffened but melted into the embrace as I pulled her molding my chest around her back. My breasts pressed hard against her shoulders as I whispered into her ears. “I’m sorry, I don’t mean to make you feel this way.”

  I pced my hands on her thin stomach and felt her breathe in my arms. “You’re very small Chuma. I can see how that might make you afraid of everything around you. Even in my tribe you would be seen as someone to bully and keep small. I don’t think you would be cimed by any hunter or warrior because of your size. I don’t see it that way.” I set my head on her shoulder and bumped my head into her. “I can’t imagine what it feels like to be smaller than the males around me. Tell me about it.”

  Chuma bent her head pcing our cheeks together as her flicking ears tickled mine. “I was always small, Aphelele. A runt in my litter, barely surviving off the tit. My siblings constantly shoved and took my portions of food. My mother kept me alive, she would look after me and make sure to share her own food. We weren’t part of this cn then.” Chuma shifted in my arms, turning so we were chest to chest. She pushed until we were ying next to each other. She was snuggled up to my size resting her head upon my breast.

  “My mother didn’t know our father. She had been stumbled upon by a collection of males surviving together while she was in her breeding week. She talked about losing her mind and letting them use her in every way imaginable for an entire week. Submitting herself to all the lesser males that weren’t part of a tribe.” Chuma’s hand rested over my own womb. “I don’t lose my mind when I’m in the breeding week. I just feel sick to my stomach. Like I’m not meant to breed. That I’m too small to make strong children and would only lead them to death. I don’t have breasts, my frame is too small. I’m not afraid of men, I’m afraid I’ll only produce children destined to die. I watched my brothers die, mauled by a boar trying to get us food. Mother fled and stumbled upon the cn. She fell sick when we first joined them. A sickness that had already ravaged the cn, she didn’t survive.”

  I tightened my arm around her, “That can’t be all. Please, tell me why you’re truly afraid. Why would losing yourself be so bad?”

  “I don’t get breeding weeks, I keep myself too thin and weak for my body to think it can have children. I make sure to stay weak, to barely eat. I can’t lose my mind and fill myself with pups. To see them die like my brothers and mothers would be too much for me. I’m not strong like other women. I’m too attached to others. It’s so weak of me.” I could feel her tears wet my tits.

  I stroked her back with my hand feeling her body and knowing it was self-inflicted. “Do your women not share the burden of pups? It wouldn’t be too hard to find someone with breasts full of milk to care and feed your pups. You could do other things in payment.”

  “We only work in pairs. It’s not like you’ll just sweep me away when you return. I’m not worth the time.” I rolled over on her and settled my weight over her small frame and kissed her. “Don’t I don’t want pity.”

  “I could swear to come get you. If you were with me, would you want to be bred. Would you want to see pups come from your body?” I rubbed my cheek and nose against her face trying to coax her.

  “I don’t know. I don’t know what I want. If you had me would you make me?” She turned eyes sparkling in the darkness.

  Kissing her gently I tried to get my thoughts in order. Trying to ignore the flood of confusion and warring emotions in Chuma that I was getting from my feat. “I wouldn’t force you to carry pups. When I come back though I will have earned a way to impregnate women. Part of my ascension path has that as an option. It would take me time to learn but if I ever wanted you to fill your belly with pups they would be mine. And I would make sure that I carried pups with you. So that my breasts would be full of milk and I could take and feed our children.”

  Chuma looked at me stunned, “You’re a warrior. Do you really pn to carry pups?”

  “Even warriors have a litter once in their life. I pn to have a litter alongside my other female mate. She wants to carry my children. I want to carry Bongani’s my male. When I am ready and back with my mate. You are welcome to be there. Even if you don’t want to carry children. One thing for sure I would make sure you ate more. You are too small to survive in the savannah.” I nipped at her neck making her giggle softly as her arms draped around my shoulders.

  “I don’t want a breeding week though. I don’t know if I’d ever be ready for children. I wouldn’t be able to stand losing them. The world is hard, only two of three pups ever live to be fully grown. I don’t know if I’m that strong to see and lose any of them.” She groaned as I kissed her neck and wandered down her body to her barely existent breasts. I nibbled on her nipple and sucked it gently as her hands clenched my hair.

  “Let me show you how sorry I am.” I said as my mouth wandered more. “I’ll take care of you.”