Waiting for the flowers to bloom at 1:35

  You and I chatted for a long time, "Dragon travels all over the world" finally ended this conversation due to busy work.

  Shen Yixuan's face also gradually showed a look of desolation and confusion, and finally, he opened his personal profile.

  The portrait is of "Kirisame Marisa", a great thief from the "Touhou Project" series, with an expression that sells cute and gloomy.

  Nickname: Marisa

  Account: 154****362

  Personal statement: "Hello, Witch" is serialized on the original comic website "Moyaoqi", I hope everyone will support it.

  Female, 16 years old, July 16th (solar birthday), Tiger zodiac sign, Cancer constellation, Type O blood.

  ……”

  He furrowed his brow, and the single word "male" on the phone screen was like a small knife sheathed in his heart, making him feel indescribably uncomfortable. The warm and happy mood he had just been cured of by the sweet words of "Dragon's dominance" was instantly filled with sorrow and melancholy.

  Sex, female?

  He couldn't help but feel anxious and worried, with four more years to go before reaching the legal age for surgery. This also means that, aside from the surgical costs, he would have to take medication for almost four years. And what kind of burden and hidden dangers would this medication bring to his body, only he knew best.

  He initially took Minoxidil, but later I felt the effect was minimal, so I followed the method of my predecessors and bought Spironolactone and Dutasteride on Taobao. Taking three Spironolactone and six Dutasteride every day, the dosage is quite frightening. Now it has been half a year since I started taking them, not only has my skin become delicate, subcutaneous fat layer thickened, body hair reduced, and male physical characteristics such as beards greatly diminished, but also grew a pair of fairly noticeable breasts.

  Although he looks like a girl on the outside, the key parts are still hanging with that whip and those two eggs, making him depressed. He always thinks that thing is filthy, dirty and shameful, he never touches it, and even several times excitedly wants to cut it off with a knife.

  With a heart of a maiden, he had video and voice chats with "Dragon Soaring the World", but they never met in person because he was afraid that the other would make such a request. In his eyes, his physical body wasn't what he wanted it to be, and he didn't want to face the one he loved with this kind of body.

  Alright, respecting Shen Yixuan and also respecting "his" chosen life, for now let's call it "her".

  Her current situation is what is called a male body with a female heart, or an androphile patient. It's not that she feels pain in the contradiction between her flesh and mind, and thus passively resists; rather, she herself has dug up this contradiction since childhood, and actively struggles to try to get rid of her male body.

  If she knew about her situation, Ye Cai would probably be greatly shocked.

  The transformation cigarette effect is amazing, whoever uses it knows!

  Alas, poor Shen Yixuan, missed the best opportunity due to being muddle-headed.

  ……

  "Hey, Yoyo, do you like singing and performing?"

  On the way back to the teaching building, Xiao Xue, Ye Cai and Liu Youyou walked side by side, chatting and joking with each other. Xiao Xue had previously learned from Ye Cai about Liu Youyou's private interests and hobbies, and suddenly a clever plan emerged in her mind, so she took advantage of this perfect opportunity to ask.

  Under Ye Cai's gentle and obedient gaze, Liu Youyou somewhat disdainfully curled her lips and smiled sarcastically: "No, it was all just a joke."

  "Uh..." Xiao Xue lightly pursed her lips, feeling a bit awkward and uncomfortable.

  At this time, Ye Caijiao shouted: "Deceiver, you are clearly working as a part-time anchor for the live streaming platform!"

  She looked down, her eyes shifting away, not responding. But Xiao Xue's eyes narrowed slightly, as if she had seen something, and then quickly moved to Liu Youyou's side, grasping her arm and smiling sweetly: "Don't be embarrassed, I also like singing."

  "Hmph, her skin is too thin......" With a slender index finger pointing down, Ye Cai sweetly smiled and teased.

  "Shut up!" A soft cry, Liu Youyou rolled her eyes in extreme annoyance at Ye Cai on her right, "You don't have the right to speak..."

  Having vented her anger and salvaged some dignity, Yu Ye left, looking wronged and innocent with her neck shrunk in and mouth pursed. Liu Youyou turned to face Xue Snow, who looked a bit embarrassed, and asked: "You like singing too? Then whose songs do you like listening to?"

  Xiao Xue forced a smile and said thoughtfully: "I prefer listening to... Tian Xiao Li's songs."

  Liu Youyou's eyes lit up and she said, "Can't wait for the flowers to bloom?"

  Xiao Xue was surprised and delighted, saying: "You've also heard it?"

  "Hmm..."

  Suddenly, Liu's expression turned gentle and melancholic, as if she was reminiscing about something sorrowful. Xue also smiled wryly, revealing a similarly gloomy and wounded look.

  At this time, Ye Cai, who was walking and kicking stones on the right side of Liu Youyou, suddenly had his small hand tightly grasped. Ye Cai looked at him in confusion, but saw Liu Youyou sighing as he raised his eyes, looking forward, and said in a low voice: "It's... a song written for my best friend."

  Pressing her lips together to hold back something, Xiao Xue nodded slightly, and Liu Youyou let out a sob, saying: "I don't dare watch MVs anymore..."

  She turned her gaze towards Xiao Xue, and the two sisters exchanged a knowing glance, revealing a sly and cunning smile.

  Ye Cai looked at them secretly and mysteriously, feeling very disappointed, and angrily shouted: "Hey! What's going on? What can't wait for the flowers to bloom?! Written for my best friend?"

  Xiao Xue and Liu Youyou exchanged a smile, both casting gentle glances at Ye Cai, who was pouting in dissatisfaction. Liu Youyou smiled slightly and said, "Hmm... that song, was written by Tian Xiao Li for her best friend, wait, wait until the flowers bloom, it means..."

  "Hey, don't cry!"

  The leaves rustled and the formation was disrupted, with a million purple willows galloping wildly in her heart. When she mentioned the theme of that song, Xiao Xue and Liu Youyou couldn't help but well up with tears, making it seem like everyone was a sentimental girl. This made her feel inexplicably flustered.

  She choked back a sob, and slowly let out a breath, as if lost in thought. With a heavy heart, she said: "If I got cancer and was suffering terribly, would you... sign that euthanasia consent form?"

  Ye Cai was stunned, forgetting to breathe. For a moment, the image of Liu Youyou's tall and slender figure seemed to be shrouded in a thick shadow of death. She pursed her lips tightly, seeking confirmation, and looked at Xiao Xue, only to see that she too had pursed her lips and had tears welling up in her eyes. Ye Cai couldn't help but stop in her tracks.

  Gradually, under the strange sideways glances of her classmates, she actually shed two lines of tears, her small mouth slightly open, her expression numb and slightly accusatory as she stared at Liu Youyou, murmuring: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

  She glanced around and quickly pulled Ye Cai to continue walking, whispering: "Oh my, I was just making an analogy, why are you taking it so seriously?"

  "Huh?"

  Ye Cai's face turned thick with shame as she burst out laughing, looking at Xiao Xue. The latter couldn't help but chuckle and snickered twice, without even wiping away her tears, then smiled happily and said: "Don't make jokes like that, you scared me to death."

  "Hmm—"

  She let out a silent sigh, rolled her eyes and curled up the corner of her mouth in disdain, but her heart was filled with sweetness, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.

  At this time, Xiao Xue took a few deep breaths, stabilized her emotions and said: "Tian Xiaoli, from childhood, had a best friend who was born in an orphanage. Her best friend liked to sing and perform, while she was relatively well-behaved and studious under family discipline at that time, with good grades, but didn't have many ideas, just very indecisive..."

  Quietly listening, Ye Cai couldn't help but glance at Liu Youyou.

  Later, when she was in college, her girlfriend who was in the Netherlands left a message online for her to visit... and then she went to a hospital in the Netherlands where she met her girlfriend. At that time, she only found out that her girlfriend had been suffering from breast cancer for a long time, and due to prolonged chemotherapy, all of her hair had fallen out.

  She took a deep breath, suppressing her sadness, and said: "Her best friend asked her to go over there, meaning that the surgery and treatment were no longer effective. They just wanted her to sign a euthanasia consent form from Holland. Her best friend was an orphan who grew up in an orphanage, so she had no family members, only her could sign it. At that time, she must have disagreed, after all, it's better to live than to die. But her best friend didn't want to continue living in such pain and suffering, crying, quarreling, and making a fuss, just wanting her to end it quickly. Later on, she signed it, and her best friend told her that after graduating from college, try to pursue something, don't be like me, unable to do anything...

  Clasping the small hands of Xiao Xue and Ye Cai, her two close friends, Liu Youyou took a deep breath and said with a hint of mockery: "Can't wait for the flowers to bloom, but they're already withering... We still need to have aspirations."

  "Have you thought it over?" she asked, twisting her slender waist.

  "Uh..."

  The willow is faint and obscure, a complex and tedious process that forever makes people feel desperate and powerless in their subconscious.

  At this time, Xiao Xue smiled slyly and said: "Eh, you, let's join the song and dance club together. Later, we won't have to sit idly during club activity class either. How about it? Will you do it? Will you do it?"

  Liu Youyou slightly lowered her eyes, hesitantly, and was sternly reprimanded by Ye Cai: "Someone is talking to you, at least make a sound."

  Liu Youyou's face showed a wronged and innocent expression. Seeing this, Xiao Xue resolutely said: "Then it's decided like that. After the first class is over, we'll go get the application forms together."

  Liu Youyou bit her lower lip, smiled shyly, and nodded slightly.

  "Hmm..."

  Ye Cai's smile faltered as she unconsciously touched a hard, square object in her pocket. She fumbled around for a few moments, seemingly recognizing the shape of the thing, and her smile froze.

  ……

  ……

  Minghu Public Security Bureau, Criminal Investigation Laboratory.

  Leafy and sweaty Ye Changhu and Comrade Xiao Yang have been rummaging through the boxes for nearly half an hour, but still haven't found anything.

  After searching again, Ye Changhu seemed to have given up a bit, leaning against an iron frame with deep fatigue, taking deep breaths, and lazily raising his hand, saying: "Forget it, forget it, don't look for it anymore."

  Xiao Yang looked bewildered and helpless, rubbing his forehead, saying: "Then, then what can be done?"

  Ye Changhu let out a vexed sigh, closed his eyes to regulate his breathing, and said: "What can be done? Let's wait for a while and see. If nothing unusual happens, then... just let it pass."

  "Uh..."

  Ye Changhu lifted his hand to signal him to be quiet and took out his phone to make a call.

  "Hey, I'm Ye Changhu, listen up! From now on, pay close attention to the missing persons cases in the city. Meanwhile, conduct thorough investigations at various enterprise departments and private business premises. Once you find someone absent from their post, immediately clarify their identity information and make detailed records and statistics. Of course, keep a closer eye on schools too..."

  They called out for half a day, and when they finally calmed down, they asked vaguely: "What's the situation? Captain Ye, with such a big operation, there are far from enough people to use."

  Ye Changhu covered his forehead, worried for half a day, and said: "In short, you arrange it first, I will report the specific situation to the head of the meeting, and have a meeting in the afternoon... Remember, this case is extremely dangerous, with a terrible impact on social stability."

  "I understand!"

  ……

  At one time, under the circumstances that the vast number of citizens were unaware, a surging wave suddenly rose in the municipal government and public security department.

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