It's better to just ignore those annoying things.

  No need to question the impact of physical flesh on human thinking. If the person is in a period of weak mental activity, this impact will be infinitely expanded.

  Along the way, Ye Cai's mind was in a daze and he felt lost. The only two images that kept floating around in his head were Luo Li's sly smile and arrogant attitude, which seemed to be looking down on him, as well as the dark and deep eyes of the person who was handcuffed and walking behind his father with a dejected expression.

  She didn't think much of it, and her mind was a mess, so she felt very annoyed. Why did Luo Li, that arrogant and carefree guy, leave such a deep impression on her mind?

  Right away, a very common view in romantic fiction popped into mind.

  She certainly wouldn't admit it, because deep down in her soul, that memory had left an indelible mark, making her still think of herself as a boy. The phenomenon of boys being infatuated with boys was something that made people feel sick to their stomachs no matter how they thought about it.

  Then the contradiction came.

  The principle is simple: the flesh's own desires contradict the self-consciousness formed over years and months.

  It's like a young and vigorous youth having the most primitive desire for his own mother, who is full of charm and sensuality. This can be understood, but neither the outside world nor he himself can accept such a desire. Of course, BT is not in this category.

  Ye Cai had several doubts that her female body had begun to secrete some substances, affecting her subconscious desire for male intimacy, and she almost collapsed in despair.

  So she got off the bus ahead of time, feeling restless and wanting to find a place to vent her emotions, or else this overwhelming sense of contradiction would tear her spirit apart.

  As she walked along the road with her head down, her body shook more and more violently. Suddenly, she clenched her fists, turned around to face a tree by the side of the road, and gritted her teeth as she declared: "I'm a man! I'm a man! I'm a man!!!"

  In the last tender cry, she punched the tree trunk with one fist, and then retracted her hand like an electric shock, swaying back and forth with a "yi yi ya ya" sound.

  As she blew air onto her hand, she gazed at the peeled-off skin and the beads of fresh blood on her fingertips, laughing and crying at the same time. She pitied her fragile body that couldn't even withstand a minor release, yet was grateful for the resilience of her spiritual world, which still allowed her to feel pain at this point.

  Then she laughed and cried, dancing and jumping wildly, shouting loudly. The night shadows on the path just happened to conceal her crazy figure, otherwise the passing drivers would have been shocked and stared at her.

  Before leaving the shaded path, she was still holding on to a thread of sanity. With her last ounce of frenzied and frantic energy, she let out a long and loud wail that pierced through the night sky, as the air was filled with the stench of pain and desperation.

  After venting, her face was pale and cold, her pace slow, just like an ordinary high school student, carrying a backpack and continuing to walk.

  Walked into a convenience store, walked out two minutes later with a big bag full of snacks and canned beer in hand.

  All the way drinking beer, through a mountain villa community with few people and busy traffic, took out the access card and passed through the community gate, returned home.

  Before opening the door, she reminded herself to be happy and face her mom who had been waiting for her till late at night with a smile.

  She hung a forced smile on her face, opened the door of her home and locked it, standing quietly in the entrance hall waiting for the lights to come on.

  The field of vision shines with light and shadow, the room is filled with brightness.

  The old mother still leaned against the bedroom door with a lazy and leisurely posture, silently lowering her head slightly, her eyes hidden under her long hair, giving people an unfathomable and very strategic feeling.

  Ye Cai, who was already feeling a bit guilty, suddenly became very flustered. Putting on an air of nonchalance, he kicked off his shoes and shouted loudly as he rushed up the stairs at top speed.

  "Little Adopted."

  Her footsteps paused, and the smile on Ye Cai's face gradually faded as she turned around.

  Not far behind, the old mother raised her eyes, and her calm and profound gaze fell on Ye Cai's back. She said in a warm voice, "Go to bed early, don't play too late."

  Yezai walked up the stairs with his back to the darkness, doubting his mother's inner thoughts. A woman who was willing to give up her career for her family and stay at home should have developed a lazy and sloppy temperament in a life without pressure, but why did she always show keen intuition and deep image at critical moments? Or, as far as Yezai was concerned, his understanding of his mother was still limited to that of an ordinary family member. What his mother usually did or thought when she was bored at home, he had no idea and never thought about it.

  She stepped into the room and closed the door behind her, letting out a deep breath that seemed to be both a sigh of relief and a heavy heart. It was as if she had a premonition, perhaps because her mother had too many doubts about her existence, and she chose to remain silent, waiting for an opportunity. The situation wouldn't stop developing just because she ignored it; eventually, it would bloom into a mature and undeniable flower at some point in the future.

  It's just like someone who is deeply indulged in their own perfect female body, unable to extricate themselves, and recklessly infatuated with it, but indifferent and vigilant towards the outside world. However, she will eventually shed her veil and appear before people in her true form.

  However, for the time being, this person is still in a state of deep conflict and fear, perhaps she needs someone to share or eliminate her own guilt, and Ye Cai, who has undergone a similar transformation in life, happens to be an outlet.

  When Ye Cai opened his computer and saw the flashing avatar in the bottom right corner of the screen, it was a sign that he was about to reveal his inner thoughts and share them freely.

  She put the beer and snacks from her bag on the table, and Ye Cai replied to a bunch of "Are you there?" messages sent by her opponent with a question mark.

  Then after about three to four minutes of silence, the other party finally replied with a "Where have you been? It's so late and you're just getting online"

  At this moment, Ye Cai, who was sitting on the table with a beer in one hand and snacks in the other, enjoying himself, managed to reply with two small thumbs and four words: "Too lazy to log in".

  Perhaps it was Ye Cai's simple words that made the other person feel a sense of indifference and distance, so the online conversation fell into silence again for several minutes.

  In a negative state and under the influence of dark psychology, Ye Cai was not difficult to guess the situation on the other side. After all her worries and doubts were gone with patience, she directly proposed a video call to the opponent.

  After more than ten seconds of waiting, the other party agreed to this call, and a video window popped up on Ye Cai's screen.

  After taking a glance at the video window, Ye Cai was stunned and thought she had mistaken the person.

  There is such a seductive woman like a fox spirit in the video window.

  Brown hair that reaches the ears, with two buns on either side of the head, not only reveals a hint of unusual charm but also effectively highlights the soft contours of her melon-seed-shaped face. Under the delicate Korean-style straight eyebrows, those eyes shining with a light and flirtatious gaze, set off by the perfect nose and rosy lips, illuminate her charming temperament, leaving one enchanted.

  After regaining consciousness from the shock, Ye Cai immediately cursed: "Damn it, how did you get into this state?"

  With a coquettish smile, Aizi Yu brought a drunken bad smile and lightly rolled her eyes, but Ye Cai Gan stared with his mouth agape.

  But the next moment, Ai Ziyu's stunning and charming posture disappeared completely with a stunned expression. She stared at Ye Cai on the video, who was holding a beer in one hand and potato chips in the other, and fell into a state of shock and confusion.

  Ye Chai poured a mouthful of beer and slowly sucked on her fingers, which were covered in potato chip foam, and asked: "What's wrong?"

  Ai Ziyou revealed a face of disdain, "Look at your eating posture..."

  She couldn't help but let out a belch, and Ye Cai Man shrugged indifferently, "Whatever."

  Perhaps they already understood that there were differences in their views on life, Aizi Yu was stunned for a moment and then shook her head, not thinking much of it, and didn't continue the topic. She raised an eyebrow and asked, "I'll give you some benefits today, do you want to see?"

  Ye Cai seemed to have anticipated it and smiled, nodding frequently. She had naturally already discovered Ai Ziyu's outfit today was quite eye-catching, with a string of pearls hanging from her white neck, a plain yet matching white sweater, and an apricot-colored casual suit on top. At first glance, she looked like she had OL charm, but unfortunately, the camera angle couldn't capture what was below, and Ye Cai's heart was looking forward to Ai Ziyu standing up to give herself a good look.

  Pushing away the computer chair, Aizi Yu took a few steps back and stood still with his hands behind him in front of the camera, looking sideways with a hint of shyness.

  Good boy...

  A pleated skirt, black stockings, and high heels!

  Ye Caijiao took a swig of beer and wiped her mouth, staring straight at the video window and shouted: "Strip!"

  "Huh?"

  Suddenly, Aizi Yu's body stiffened, and then left a forced smile and lowered his head.

  "Come on, what's there to be afraid of? Between us two, what's the need for all this beating around the bush? Hurry up and take it off, quick!"

  Ai Zi Yu was silent for a long time, and with great difficulty, she finally raised her eyes and said in a resentful tone: "It's so embarrassing..."

  Ye Cai drank some wine and became dizzy, kicked the computer chair away and stood up unsteadily, tilting his neck and saying boldly: "Then I'll accompany you to take it off together."

  After some thought, Ai Ziyu nodded and said, "Alright, let's take them off together."

  The drunk Ye Cai'er lazily lifted her head and responded: "Ah, count down three numbers, and we'll take off our clothes together."

  "Counting on his fingers: 'One, two, three, escape.'"

  Shu finished counting and stared at the video window, watching Ye Cai take off his clothes in a daze.