I want to be with you

  "Maybe another you can handle it, but this one... is tough."

  "Who?"

  "My ex-girlfriend..."

  Hong Tang heard this and frowned, "Mu Shao, what's your ex-girlfriend's name? I'll fire her immediately!"

  Muxu Yao spoke up, "Hong Shao, it's because I myself can't forget her, not because of her."

  "But you forgot what the doctor told you!" Hongtang suddenly became agitated, "You can't be with that woman for a long time."

  "I know." He lowered his head, "But I love her. I thought that after two years abroad, I could forget about her. Now it seems, I can't."

  "Do you still want to continue being with her until your yang energy is completely exhausted and you die, only then will you be at peace?"

  "I can just meet her without hugging or kissing her, and I won't sleep with her either, it's just a simple meeting."

  "Hongtang sneered, 'Can you really do this? No kissing, no hugging, is this still a relationship between men and women? Once or twice is fine, but can you bear it for a long time?'"

  "The doctor said it's okay to kiss and hug once every few months."

  "What about sleeping? Your relationship can't progress, don't you want kids in the future? This kind of love, doesn't it feel tiring to you?"

  Mù Xǔ Yáo looked at him firmly, "I can do it."

  "What about her?"

  Mù Xǔ Yáo didn't say anything anymore.

  "There are many women in the world, don't sacrifice a large forest for a single crooked tree. Being with her only brings harm and no benefits. If you can't even do things you love together, how can you still be in love? She's destined to be alone, whoever falls in love with her is asking for trouble."

  After finishing speaking, Hong Tang looked at Shu Xiao Ai who was standing not far behind Mu Xuan Yao and said, "Xiao Ai, what's wrong?"

  Muxu Yao stood up from the ground and turned his head towards her.

  Shu Xiao Ai looked at him and then at Hong Tang, her face paled, "You... what you said earlier, is it true?"

  "Of course it's true." Hong Tang sensed something unusual, looked at Mu Xiang Yao and then back at her, and suddenly said, "You... couldn't be his ex-girlfriend... could you?"

  "Of course not."

  Hongtang covered her mouth, "Scared me to death, I was just afraid you'd say yes, otherwise Zhong Shaokui would be in trouble..."

  Shu Xiao Ai's face was pale as wax, she carried a tray quickly towards the bar, and then went upstairs.

  Mù Xù Yáo followed closely behind.

  Shu Xiao Ai entered an empty VIP room after the guests had left, sat down on the sofa, and her emotions suddenly surged out.

  Mù Xù Yáo stood at the door, pushed it open and entered, then locked it from inside.

  Standing in front of her, looking down at her, "Xiao Ai."

  She lifted her face, her eyes brimming with tears, "Is this the only reason you're breaking up with me?"

  He sat down and nodded, "At that time, it was also my mom who forced me to do so. I didn't agree with her. She... knelt in front of me and begged me to break up with you..."

  "Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you say anything to me?"

  "I'm afraid to tell you, you can't handle it..."

  "Xu Yao, tell me everything, I want to hear it all!" Her eyes were red-rimmed and her face was covered in tears, this matter was a bolt from the blue for her.

  "He opened his mouth and said, 'Don't get excited, I'll tell you everything you want to know.' He spoke very slowly, almost pausing after each sentence. 'Do you still remember? Half a year after we were together, it was the first time I fainted.'"

  How could Shu Xiao Ai not remember that when they went to the cafeteria together, he fainted on the ground as soon as they left the dining hall, and everyone thought it was because of recent studying too hard, pressure, low blood sugar, anemia, etc.

  "Of course I remember."

  "That was the prelude, serving, from almost every month's fainting to more than a dozen times a month. I became increasingly afraid of cold, my whole body was weak, and my face was very pale... My mom found that my body had become very bad, so she took me to a regular hospital for examination. The conclusion was that nutrition couldn't keep up, anemia and other conclusions. Then, my mom went home and worked hard to supplement me, but not only did it not work, but it became more and more severe."

  "What's next?"

  "My mom thought I was possessed by some unclean thing, so she prepared to have my grandma take a look at me, but my grandma wasn't around at that time because she was in seclusion. So, my mom took me to the best old Chinese doctor in town."

  "The doctor said I'm yang deficiency yin excess, my yang energy is very weak. He seemed to know it well and asked about my eating habits and family background. He then told me that the best solution was to break up with you, and if we broke up, I would slowly get better." He looked at her, "Then my mom said your eight characters are not good, and told me to break up with you. I naturally disagreed, so my mom said let's take a break for a while, and if during this time I'm not with you and the situation gets better, it means it's your problem and we must break up."

  Shu Xiao Ai suddenly remembered that before they broke up, he told her that he was going to travel with his family for a while, and it turned out that was the case at that time.

  "Then it slowly got better, right?"

  He murmured an assent.

  "But I've been living with my dad for a long time and he hasn't..."

  "That's because, normally being with you wouldn't cause any harm, but I'm your boyfriend, and if we kiss and hug many times, it'll end up like this..."

  Shu Xiao Ai suddenly felt that maybe it was because she could see those dark auras that ordinary people couldn't see, that's why this happened?

  It must be for this reason, then... with Zhong Yuchen, not only did they kiss, but also hugged and slept together...... Then he......

  "Is it the symptoms that appeared after we've been together for half a year?"

  "Yes."

  It's okay, she is with Zhong Yuchen, but it has been about four months.

  She took a deep breath, "I understand."

  "Xiao Ai, I can't forget you, I still love you, love you so much, I want to be with you."

  "But, Xuan Yao, even if you suddenly broke up with me because of this, I still can't be with you again. Firstly, I'm not worthy anymore, I'm already with Zhong Yu Chen. Secondly, I don't want to continue hurting you."

  "I don't care! I only care that I love you, if it weren't for my sudden breakup with you, you wouldn't have had a failed marriage and wouldn't be with Zhong Shao... in the end, it's all because of me..."

  "How can this be because of you!" She burst into tears, "The most fundamental reason is me, your mom's approach is right, Xu Yao, we can't be together, my eight characters are not good, being with me will harm and benefit nothing, it will ruin you!"

  "I said it, I don't care!" He also had hot tears streaming down his face, and he tightly hugged her. "Two years ago, I was weak and let go of your hand, I was afraid to death and let go of your hand, I couldn't bear to see my mom kneel down and beg me to leave you, let go of your hand, but now I won't, I love you, without you by my side, it's more painful than death."

  Shu Xiao Ai struggled violently, "Let me go! Don't touch me! Don't!"

  The more she struggled, the tighter he held on. "This time, I won't let go again, Xia Ai. Even if it kills me, I'll die by your side."

  Shu Xiao Ai gave up struggling and burst into tears.

  He finally released his suppressed emotions and burst into tears.

  "Another bottle of wine!" Zhong Jiali shouted loudly.

  The bartender handed over a bottle of wine was blocked by Hongtang, "Can't give her another drink, she's had too much."

  The bartender nodded immediately and took the wine away.

  Zhong Jiali stretched out her hand and poked his chest, "How come you little brat love to interfere in other people's business? Scram!"

  "Jiali, do you want to drink yourself to death?"

  "It's great to drink to death, haha." She burst out laughing, "If you die from drinking, then there won't be any more troubles."

  "What's wrong with you? Tell me and maybe I can help share your worries."

  She shook her head, "No need for you to worry about me, I don't need it, I want a drink, give me wine!"

  Hongtang sat beside her, "Alright, you want to drink? I'll keep you company."

  He looked at the bartender and said, "Bring four bottles."

  In an instant, four bottles of wine were placed on the table.

  One person one bottle, blowing the wine bottle to drink.

  Zhong Jiali finished a bottle and thoroughly passed out drunk.

  Hongtang drank a whole bottle, but his mind was as clear and sober as if he hadn't drunk at all.

  "I want to sleep, find me a place to sleep."

  He stood up and carried her upstairs.

  He pushed open his own room and threw her onto the sofa.

  Even if she vomited all over the floor, he silently cleaned it up for her and sat on the sofa opposite her, thinking about whether to use her phone to call her husband to come pick her up.

  After some thought, I've decided to do it this way.

  He stood up and came to her side, going to flip through her phone. As soon as he touched her, he was hugged by Zhong Jiali. She hummed, "Husband~"

  He stretched out his hand trying to loosen hers, but she held on even tighter instead.

  "Husband, I know you're suffering too, but I'm suffering more. Don't mention divorce, don't say you're afraid of delaying me. Even if you can't live with me in the future, I don't want to divorce you. I may not say it out loud, but deep down, I love you."

  She closed her eyes and finished speaking, and Hongtang himself was shocked.

  Xu Liang cannot live without her... and wants a divorce...

  That's why she got drunk.

  He pulled out her phone and forcibly let go of her hand.

  She then took out her mobile phone, pointed her finger at the two words 'husband', and dialed the number.

  "Jiali is at my place, you come and take her away."

  Unexpectedly, Xu Liang spoke up, "Let her stay there, anyway I'll go buy liquor when I get back."

  The phone hung up immediately.

  Hongtang put the phone on the table, took out a blanket to cover her, and then lay down again on the sofa opposite, sideways, his gaze fell on her, and his gaze lingered for a long time without withdrawing.

  The weather in autumn is cool at night and it's windy outside.

  Zhong Yuchen arrived just in time to see Shu Xia'ai and Mu Xuyao walking out of the door together.

  He stepped forward, and Shu Xiao Ai saw him, her expression surprisingly calm.

  "Back home." The three words sounded extremely unpleasant in Mu Xuan Yao's ears.