Sometimes in life, you don't know where it leads you.

  One thing you are enjoying something.

  The next day you are sulking.

  Well, in any case, I, Aina am feeling conflicted right now.

  After all, infront of me.

  Al...

  She is grinning happily as I stood in her realm again.

  "Wha? Did I die again?!?"

  Meekly walking towards the goddess who gave me a second chance never felt so bad.

  "Don't worry Aina. I only pulled your consciousness here. Your body is resting blissfully in your bed right now."

  A sound sigh escaped my mouth upon hearing Al's response.

  It would be awkward after all if I just die right after receiving all her boons and due to getting railed by the goblins I saved.

  "I must say, never thought my first reincarnator will go ahead and save a bunch of goblins and then get raped by the very goblins she saved."

  Al nods as if she is understanding or learning something knew making me more embarrassed.

  "I have no expnation how it happened aside from my own blunder..."

  "Don't be. I apologize but I am actually happy since despite their rough nature, goblins are also my creations... That said, it must have hurt right?"

  Hugging me gently, Al rubbing the back of my head gently as if a mother caressing their child.

  Once the satisfying feeling hits me, my eyes can no longer hold itself from crying and so I did.

  I let out my emotions on her soft bossom as Al continue caressing me, soothing my emotions.

  After that embarrassing episode, Al summoned a table and chair, some tea and cake where the two of us started eating together.

  "I have to ask Al... Long time might have passed already. Am I still safe over there?"

  I tried asking her thinking the goblins might use my unconscious body again.

  "Don't worry Aina. Time flows differently here in my realm. Barely a second passed over there as of now."

  Al replied as she sip her tea.

  Somehow watching her made me feel giddy so I drank mine as well.

  "So... Are you okay? Do you still want to return?"

  Pcing the teacup down the saucer, Al stares at me.

  I can see in her eyes that she is hesitating.

  Perhaps due to the event that transpired to me, she might be feeling conscious or afraid I might start hating her world.

  Her creations.

  With a sigh, I took a spoonful of the mocha cake which she created and maybe based on my favorites that I won't even ask how she knows.

  Looking at her eyes, I gave her my reply.

  "Al... Of course. As long as I am alive, I am gd of the things you have given me. So I am going to return."

  Hearing my response, Al's eyes opened wide and a smile formed from her lips.

  "I'm gd..."

  "Yes..."

  And so we enjoyed the tea and cake while chatting for a while.

  "I'm going back Al."

  After eating, I felt ready to face reality now.

  "I understand Aina. But before you return, I know and won't bme you if you start hating my creations. And what I am about to do is not convincing you nor converting your beliefs. But allow me to give you two things."

  Al pced her palm on my eyes before it started glowing brightly making me instinctively close my eyes.

  The moment I opened my eyes, I see Al.

  But something is changed. I can see Al with smoke or is this what they call Aura in those novels I read before?

  If so, Al's aura is bright gold with a tinge of pink on the tips.

  It's like a burning fme you see on candles but it's coating her.

  "What I bestowed on to you is the eyes of inner self. This allows you to see the inner self of the one you are facing to. The color of their inner self reflects to who or what they are. The brighter the color means the person is good or at the very least, doesn't harbor any ill intent towards you. While the darker the color means either they are evil by nature or they intend to harm you."

  Inner self? Color?

  I'm not sure why she gave me this but this certainly helps me when meeting new face.

  "As for the other one..."

  She leaned closer to my ear before whispering.

  "Actually... You are pregnant... So um... I know you don't intend that to happen but... Should I remove it?"

  (What?)

  (Me...)

  (Pregnant?)

  (With goblin?)

  Hearing what she whispered on to my ears made my brain stop.

  Time as if froze.

  Me, who never once had a retionship, got reincarnated to another world, got raped the very same day, and got pregnant right away?

  (What?)

  Sensing the turmoil in my own self, Al pulled me in a hug once again.

  "You don't have to consider my feelings for now. It is your decision if you wish to keep this or not as you are the victim. No matter what you say, I won't change my stance with you. So please answer me Aina."

  "I..."

  The answer should be obvious.

  No one in their right mind will accept such disgrace.

  I know it.

  But.

  Something inside me is trembling.

  I don't know why.

  But...

  That feeling...

  "Oh..."

  Al spoke before letting go of her hug.

  She looked up above my head before looking down to my feet.

  Then starts giggling.

  I stare at her confused but she corrected herself right away.

  "Sorry Aina. I just saw the color of your aura and found my answer right away."

  "What?"

  I don't know what she meant so I had to ask.

  "You see, i mentioned the darker and the brighter the color reflects the person inner self right? You see, that color is not permanent. It changes based on one's own changes as well. And it seems you are growing fond of the event that happened to you."

  (Fond? What does she mean by this...)

  As I rack my brain, sweat starts appearing in my forehead.

  I know.

  I already know what she meant.

  But I myself am rejecting it.

  I mean, why would I love getting raped?

  I am not fan of those kind of kink.

  "That said, shall I remove the goblin's baby or not? Before I send you back."

  Al asked me one more time.

  My lips are trembling.

  I need to say yes.

  Just one word.

  And it will be done.

  But I found myself saying...

  "No... it's... it's fine."

  "Are you sure? It's something you don't wanted when that happened after all. I won't bme you nor change how I treat you if you ask me to remove it."

  She is right. I should have asked

  But I wonder why

  Right now.

  I don't want it.

  Is this motherhood?

  "I did say... I want to start again... And this never happened in my st life... So..."

  "Ok I got it. Don't worry, I am here to support you. With all the boons I gave you, you can protect yourself just fine if you don't drop your guard again. No matter what choices you make, you are still my very first reincarnator and I will watch over you."

  Al caress my head ruffling my hair as if she is treating me like her child.

  Well probably in her eyes, I am but a fledgeling.

  "In exchange I will give you this instead."

  Al pce her palm in my abdomen as I feel the part she touched feel a little hot.

  "There. What I gave you is the boon of the motherhood. All your child are guaranteed to be born safely and can inherit a random skill of yours including their own blessing at birth. This also makes you stronger the more you bear children. That way, you will have a reason to pursue what you seek."

  Al then winks at me with a smile.

  Before I can start protesting that I am not a slut nor am pnning to give birth again, she snapped her fingers and a circle of light appeared enveloping my body.

  I can only stare at her waving at me before I disappear from her realm.

  The next moment, I woke up from the bed still naked and it seems it's already night time.

  My skin feels sticky and a bit dirty as their cum looks like it dried up already.

  One thing I noticed is that I am actually ying on the bed properly and my clothes are pced on the side of the bed ignoring some stains from who knows what.

  Now that I stood up, the cum inside my private part start leaking out.

  "Urgh... It feels gross..."

  Or so I said before gulping.

  Heading out of my room and going to the bath.

  Once I finished cleaning myself and somehow managed to take out all the fluid inside my private parts using the combination of water and control force to manipute all their cum and making them flow naturally not leaving anything behind.

  I created a pair of white long skirt and some underwear.

  After wearing the clothes, I did the thing I always do which is to stand infront of a rge mirror and spin making the skirt twirl.

  Alright, don't call me a kid.

  All girls tried doing this once in their life right?

  Anyways I need to talk to those idiots and make things clear.

  Heading outside my house, I saw the five sitting around the campfire grilling fish and what looks like rabbit meat.

  Walking towards them never felt stressful.

  Or atleast what I thought as my heart beats crazy fast.

  One of them saw me approaching.

  "Woman awake! Woman good!"

  He started jumping and cpping as the others followed.

  The muscur one took a stick with rabbit meat and rushed towards me giving me one.

  "This?"

  I asked him before he points at the rock where I sat st night and go to the rock beside my pce and start eating.

  (For now... Let's get along and eat )

  I told myself as I follow him and sat before starting eating.

  "Woman bred! Woman happy! Woman pregnant?"

  One goblin asked me as he stares at my eyes waiting for my response.

  "I... Yes. I got pregnant."

  I don't know why but I answered immediately.

  The goblins looked very happy and started dancing, jumping around while cpping.

  I should be annoyed.

  I should be mad.

  But why do I feel conflicted.

  Is it because this little one growing inside me is still my baby?

  Or maybe I got corrupted.

  But one thing I am sure of.

  The color this goblins have right now is a mix of sky blue and pink.

  That alone atleast makes me smile a bit.

  As they truly don't harbor any ill intent towards me.

  Or perhaps, it's just that breeding womans are normal to them and not considered "evil"

  So with that thought in mind...

  I ate this rabbit meat.

  "Tastes bnd..."

  I said with a little smile on my face as the goblins happily celebrates around me.

  -meanwhile-

  -grande militia-

  -humans st kingdom-

  Humans are one of the race that lives in this world.

  As the race boasting in ingenuity, they managed to stay and protect the only stronghold humans possess despite the battle against the demons.

  Humans can weild magic and they categorized such talents by elements and it's lethality.

  "Fire ball!"

  "Hurricane!"

  "Lightning storm!"

  Currently, at the west gate of grande militia, a small group of monsters such as orcs, troll, werebeasts, and gnolls led by a single demon are attacking.

  The humans wearing silver armors and bearing red fgs with a crown and cross bde fighting for their life.

  Yet, a single spell from a demon cancelled all those spells.

  "Bck hole!"

  Bckhole is a dark magic that literally consumes all that it touches.

  Such a spell is a simple yet effective and mastered by all with rankings from the demon race.

  "Aaaaaaaaaa!"

  The screams and agony of those human soldiers that died from getting pulled by the intense force emitted by the bckhole can only beg for forgiveness and help.

  When all hope is lost, a giant sword coming from heaven pierced the ranks of those monsters.

  In just one strike.

  That giant sword crushed everything but the demon who blocked with his bckhole yet only a single limb and broken legs remain.

  "The hero is here!"

  "Hurray dy Ervana!"

  "The goddess bde descends!"

  Indeed. One female wearing a gold armor.

  An armor that looks tight yet seductive.

  A woman with red long hair like fmes waving.

  A woman holding a blood red sword.

  A woman who can summon a giant bde from the sky.

  Who is she?

  Of course its Ervana the only hero of humanity.

  Someone who lived for hundreds of years.

  And someone summoned by someone else.

  Not goddess Altair.

  But a God of war named Ares.

  But who is Ares?

  And why did he summon Ervana here?

  "Thank the heavens!"

  "Please smite the demons Lady Ervana!"

  The cheers of the fallen soldiers as if brimming with energy is enough to make the demon flinch.

  Yet retreat is not an option.

  As a demon, failure means death from their sovereign.

  With his final struggle.

  The demon called Markasias stabs his chest.

  Blood sprayed like a fountain.

  A few even hit Ervana's cheeks before she wipes it away with the back of her fist.

  With a dying breath.

  Markasias points his finger to Ervana and whispered.

  "Eros Deimos Converti..."

  A bck light shines from the tip of his finger.

  It was fast

  Very fast.

  Like a blink of an eye.

  That even the only hero.

  That even the one sent by the god of war failed to notice.

  Managed to hit her on the heart without her noticing as she got surprised by the dark light.

  And then Markasias, with a final ugh.

  Fell.

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