I sat alone, that day,

  The day you said you love me

  I pushed you away,

  The room in my head, whet empty,

  And cold, so cold that i fell to the ground

  And felt a shattering sense of it being all a dream

  And then I woke up in cold buckets of sweat,

  With a knife to hand and a floating body

  Above mine.

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  A ghost above my body where i lay,

  In bed with dolled up face, ready to be

  Sacrifice to the devil or to the god,

  That chose that agonising death that

  let to tears and blood.

  And all I asked myself was:

  Did I made it that way or was it all

  due to that one mistake that made me

  feel love and compassion.