*** Alzi, M After ***

  An orphan wakes me up. I'm no longer sore from my actal skill use, but I'm not as refreshed as I usually am after Mommy visits me. Damn, Goddess givihis stupid skill. Wait, why does it have a different description now? 'ACTIVE you force a target to bee extremely aroused, not able to think about anything but sex till they are impregnated et pregnant. They will settle down in two hours or if you release them. If they are already pregnant, if you cum they will also be released. If they are already pregnant, you may choose the target of their lust; this arget satisfy the cum requirement'. So I would've been able to stop it. I swear those extra ways to end it weren't there before. Are they fug with me now? They did that just, so Mommy would fuck me for a few hours!

  Damn whores, is that why everythis worse? They enjoy watg me suffer, giving me all this 'talent' just so I be a good showgirl for them. I didn't even know they could switch the fug abilities. Who do I o pray to for damn csses to switething of actual value? I want to be a healer! Not a damn whore.

  ...

  "Hey, Alzi! Is everything alright?" es through the door.

  "No! I've woken up, learned I'm a pying thing even for the Goddesses, and cried. How could anything be alright?" I sh out.

  " I e in?"

  "I'm a sve, do what you want."

  "Alzi, please give a real answer."

  I just stay curled up. Mai has walked in on me enough; I don't know why she is being respectful now.

  "Alzi, I'm ing in to che you. If you don't want me in the room, you send me away, but the Mistress is going to call you downstairs soon."

  "She make the damiful colr force me dowairs. I've just a stupid toy for everyone's amusement," my raspy voice lets out.

  "Alzi, you're more than a toy. This isn't a permahing; you'll be free soon, and you'll have a loving family bound together by the Goddesses."

  "Fuck the Goddesses. They're the first to use me as a toy. They don't care; they'll find some way to fuck up my happy little family too. They probably made it so I could only keep my Mother stable so I would sell myself. Maybe even made me think this was the only way to get help! Fuck all of them!" Strong arms around me, fur brushing against my ear.

  "Alzi, the Goddesses aren't using you as a toy. I promise you that. They don't give a woman these assets just to torment her. Holy, there is probably a Goddess just as mad as you are about how your life is going right now. They don't give out power easily. You've had a rough start here, but you'll be free, and when you are, you'll be able to use all the power the Goddesses give you. Just give it some time."

  "No, I'm their toy. Yesterday I got a level and new skill. I just thought about maybe using it, and then it activated, making my Mom fuck me for two hours. Today, I woke up to find the text ged; I could've prevehe ehing with this ext! Plus, why was it so easy to use? Half a thought was all that was o make Mommy fuck me for two hours."

  "Some are more in tuh our mana than others. Your life mana and css are very sex-reted, likely making it easy to use. I know it feels like they are messing with you, but I doubt a Goddess picked that skill and then ged it. Something strange must've happened with the skill creation. Now, I know this is harsh, but you o get up. The Mistress isn't going to let you hide here much longer. You have a bad day; you just o e downstairs."

  "Fine."

  "Thank you, I really don't want you to lose your privileges right after you got them. Sorry to force you."

  "Better you than Vasati or Mistress." I stretch my body slowly, feeling how I move the girl attached to my back. "Thank you f to e. I'll get through the day; I just have to give out massages today. I fake my joy there easily enough."

  "Good. I o get to my lessons. Hurry a something to eat; you're feeding a lot of people at once." Getting off my bed she starts to the door, leavio get dressed on my own.

  "Don't remind me," I let out under my breath. I slowly move to my dresser a a robe. Quickly, I put my heels on. I dress as I walk dowairs for my te lunch, forced to take my time oupid fug stairs.

  *** Mai ***

  Fuck that felt awful. This is the worst I've seen her. At least, mood-wise. Physically, I've obviously seen her in much worse states. She normally bounces back quickly, but this one isn't sexual. No css to help her out of the rut, and I don't even have the time to help her. Even if I walked with her to lunch, I would have to leave her after that. I'm not allowed to join her during the massages, and she doesn't have a choice of doing them. I do have some questions to ask whoever the Silvana family sends today. It's mostly been Esmeralda. Sometimes, Quintel joins her; a few times, others have shown up. The only irl to appear repeatedly is Lorelei, Esmeralda's first wife.

  The brothel doesn't have a good room for my lessons. Not that the Mistress would allow me to use it anyway. She's not happy about my debt being paid off. So I have to use my room. I'm not happy to have a tess and her family do these lessons in a prostitute's room, but it's all I've got. Walking into my room, I find Esmeralda sitting on my bed, waiting for me all Ladylike.

  "Sorry, Esmeralda, I had to help Alzi out of her bed. She had a weird thing happeerday and this m making her upset. I would actually like to ask you a bit about it. I know you've said the Goddesses have trol over our csses and skills, but how much? Alzi says her new skill ged descriptions this m. This description ge would make something that happened yesterday with it not possible. The ge is for the better, she feels, but she, well, we, I guess, don't uand how it could ge ht?"

  "This is a bit of a guess. The heavens don't like expining these things, but retty sure angels give out the skills, passives, and stat increases. This is directed from the system Goddess of Power setup; the angel picks the skill, es up with the stats and whatnot, and then sends it down. My guess is that the angel and whichever Goddess she works for didn't agree on the skill. A Goddess will easily overrule the angel causing the ge," she expins easily.

  "How do we figure this out?" thinking out loud.

  "A lot of priestesses ask a lot of questions over hundreds of years and share the answers. I'm sure we're missing some nuances with the system, where the guessing part es in, but that is the gist we've gathered."

  "Oh, do you think the Goddess of Sex or Fertility is trolling Alzi css?"

  "The name makes it clear Fertility has trol. This also means that the Goddess of Fertility is taking a more active role. Most of her priestesses say it's difficult to talk to her; I think those going to her services are in for a wele surprise. Don't share this with ary to get Alzi to shut up about it. A number of people that will soon be around her are not going to be happy to find the Goddess behind her is more active. Goddess of Fertility is normally a bit of an outcast. Mother of many, many Goddesses, a threat to most life in this world, and often slighted, her return is often prophesied to be hard for those that stand in her way. Just let Alzi know the power behind her is simply showing her desire to help. Now, let us get on with your lessons."

  "Thank you, Esmeralda."

  *** Alzi, night ***

  Despite my less-than-happy mood, I mao fake a smile and please each t that es my way. I holy may have done a better job; my focus was pletely on just the massage. No thoughts about if I want to fuck them or any number of wandering thoughts. Just massages today, my anger simmering in the bay mind. I focus all my feelings e at the world and, well, everyone. Almost everyone, my loved ones, is still loved. The rest are hated till proven otherwise! For now, I'll have to see if my sve csses turn that hate down or not. This isn't the first time I've felt like burning the world to the ground. The other brothel owners are first on the list. Mistress always goes on and off the list depending on the day. But she somehow finds a way to stay off it. She did save my Mother.

  Don't get me wrong, if I get the ce to put a colr around her, I would. But going out of my way to make her life miserable? Not really there, maybe if the colr es off iven enough time as a free woman with a true css. Perhaps if I'm not able to get a true css? Who knows. I will say if I get a colr around Mistress, she'll be a personal servant to me. Her womb will be mio fill with as many children as I see fit. And now I know I fill it in whenever! Even with extra children if I'm in the mood before her current batch is done.

  But I won't be randomly getting a ce to ensve her, so I won't have the personal womb.

  "Alzi, are you ready for me?"

  "Yes, Yuki!" Finally someone I share my anger with. She'll be happy I want some revenge. I see her smile falter every time I go easy on those that hurt me. Though I doubt she'll be happy, I'm cursing the Goddesses this time.

  "Is something wrong, Alzi? That smile looks a bit stiff," my snowy kit says. Her eyes squint, looking for more clues.

  "Yes, let us talk more in the room!" Turning on the spot and, forced to hold the door open for the Kitsune, ruining my dramatic walk.

  "Alzi, is this something..."

  "No, room first, please."

  "Fine."

  We get through the door, and she immediately stares me dowail fres out, making her look a lot bigger and scarier.

  "Spill it," is all she lets out. A simple and she likely didn't mean to give.

  "I want to kill a Goddess and possibly the world. Some bitch decided to make me rape myself yesterday with my Mother and then switched the skill description this m. I'm not happy about it. They made my Mother sad. That should cover everything."

  "Shit, sorry, I didn't think about the and. But you aren't going to get a Goddess. Yes, one is behind why you had a skill description ge, but she likely was the oo make it better. It is better nht?"

  "Yes."

  "Then a Goddess was the oo help you there. Some angel fucked up. I will admit that makes yoal of gutting them a bit easier. But a bit easier from gutting a Goddess is still impossible. The only angels you gut are the ones present in this world and they didn't cause your ability."

  "Don't care. A Goddess owes me something. They've made me a pything and are hinting I'm their pything as well. I hem to feel a bit of pain."

  "Well, the first step is losing the colr. I'll help you, but don't go saying that in the presence of a priestess or temple. We don't o get smited," her tails flopping down, a forced smile ing out. "Sorry to hear things went bad yesterday with your Mother. That's meant to be a nice, easy day. Not ohat has you going through more abuse. e o's bathe."

  "Fine, but I'm holding you to that help."

  "If we get to a level where we get a Goddess, I'll be right o you, Alzi. Just don't go doing something stupid."

  "Um? I'll do my best."

  "You know what I meant, you goofball. e o in with me."