"Do you love me?" The words pierced deep into her body, accumulating strength and waiting to be unleashed.

  Gu Xiyan let out a soft sigh, but still didn't say anything. If love had to be expressed in such circumstances, it would be too cheap and fake.

  "Say it, say you love me. I want to hear." The warm breath swept across her earlobe. Gu Xiyan's hands were wrapped around the man's strong waist. His breathing was a bit uneven. She could feel it.

  "Alright, I love you. Love you." Gu Xiyan said softly in an instant. This was probably the only chance she had in her life to express her love for him. You know, I really, really... love you. Very much. Deeply.

  "Hold me tight." He commanded in her ear again. Love. He knew it was fake, but he still wanted to believe. He was indeed very ridiculous. Right?

  Gu Xiyan clung tightly to him as he said, and there was no longer any gap between the two of them. She seemed to be able to hear... the sound of his heartbeat.

  The next moment, a warm current poured into her body deep inside. Gu Xiyan's body trembled slightly, her little head tilted back, and she was somewhat dazed.

  Shang Yi suddenly felt a strong aversion to seeing such an expression on her face, one that he could give her, but would soon be given by another man. He thought of her appearing with the same charming and alluring expression under another man's body, with even more enchanting postures. His face suddenly darkened, and he grasped her waist tightly. He began to thrust fiercely into her again.

  Shang Yi's torment pulled Gu Xiyan back to reality. The heat in her body had not been fully absorbed. His sudden thrust made a few drops of white liquid seep out from between her legs.

  "You say... if Wei Zhe saw you lying under me with your legs spread apart like this now, what would he think?"

  "Gu Xiyan, how can you love another man while sleeping with me?"

  "Don't deny it. You like me touching you. Is that right?"

  "Look, you're very happy. After I've held you in my arms, will you still want to go to bed with other men? Tell me."

  "Gu Xiyan, you're really heartless."

  ……

  No matter what Shi Yue said, Gu Xiyan could only hold him tightly and let him ravage her body, his scent was intoxicating, it had once made her feel extremely at ease, and now he was deeply engraving that scent into her bones.

  He once again sowed seeds in her body, and Gu Xiyan suddenly felt a sharp pain in her lower abdomen.

  "Stop...stop it, okay? It hurts..." Gu Xiyan's forehead was beading with cold sweat, and her small face gradually turned pale.

  Shang Yi initially thought she was just making an excuse to reject Suo Huan's advances. It wasn't until he withdrew from her body that he discovered there was blood below.

  Blood-soaked.

  "It hurts......" Gu Xiyan gritted her teeth, one hand reaching down to press against her lower abdomen.

  "I'll take you to the hospital." Shang Xi didn't dare delay, got out of bed quickly, put on his clothes, and then grabbed a set for Gu Xiyuan to wear. He picked her up and headed downstairs.

  It was already almost one o'clock in the middle of the night. The little girl had long gone to bed and fallen asleep. The stairs were very dark, so Shang Xi had to be careful when going downstairs.

  The car sped down the road. Gu Xiyan leaned against the window, her body twisted to one side. Doctor Auntie had said that they should control their sex life during this period of time. She had been careless.

  The car stopped in front of the hospital entrance. Shang Wei picked up Gu Xiyan and rushed into the hospital.

  This time, the doctor who examined Gu Xiyan was also a female doctor. After helping Gu Xiyan treat her wound, seeing that she was still in a daze, she quietly retreated outside.

  Alas, young people these days don't take care of their bodies. Not long after giving birth, they can't wait to resume their marital life. Isn't this making a joke out of one's own body?

  The female doctor is a very experienced doctor in the hospital. She has encountered cases like Gu Xiyan's before, and she can see that Gu Xiyan's current situation is caused by rushing into things after having an abortion. She has always disapproved of these young people acting recklessly. Can't they just behave themselves properly? Why do they have to end up in the hospital like this?

  When she came out of the ward, she saw Shang Qiwei waiting outside. The female doctor frowned slightly. This man was so handsome, but unexpectedly he was a scumbag, to use the words of young people nowadays.

  Shang Yi was about to ask the female doctor about Gu Xiyan's condition, but the female doctor glared at him with a bad temper. "You are the husband of that girl inside."

  "I am." The anxious look on Shang Qi's face was hard to conceal. "How is she?"

  "What else can you do? You're bleeding. How can you be a husband to someone so young? The girl just had a miscarriage and you dare to touch her already. Do you take Xiao Yu as your wife? It's a shame that you have such a good-looking face, but didn't expect you to be so irresponsible."

  The female doctor saw Shang Qi's disbelieving expression and got angry again. "Learn from this in the future, don't ruin other people's daughters. Luckily, this girl has a strong body, otherwise she would've been ruined by you. Go home and take good care of her. A woman's miscarriage is originally harmful to her body, and with a husband like you, it's even more damaging."

  "Doctor, you said my wife had a miscarriage." Chang Xi's heart was secretly harboring an ominous premonition.

  "It can't be that I'm still deceiving you, right? Look at how you're treating your wife. I'll leave first. Come over later to check on that girl." The female doctor said, then thought for a moment and added, "The little girl is resting now, don't disturb her."

  After the female doctor left, Shang Xi walked into the ward with a stunned expression. The lights in the ward were on, which made Gu Xiyuan's small face look even paler.

  "Precious, you're my treasure." Shang Xi's hand gently stroked Gu Xiyan's cheek, then quickly withdrew, as if afraid of startling her.

  "Alas, why didn't you tell me? When did you get pregnant? I'm really not a responsible husband. I had no idea." Shang Qi grabbed Gu Xiyan's small hand and pressed it to his face, filled with ash and remorse. "Sorry, how could I treat you like this? I'm bad. Wait until you wake up, then you can hit me, okay? I won't fight back."

  "Ow... it hurts." Gu Xiyan seemed to mutter a sentence. Her willow eyebrows also furrowed.

  Shang Yi thought she woke up and hurriedly approached her. Only then did he realize that she was just talking unconsciously.

  "Baby, I'm sorry. I hurt you. I was wrong." Shang Qi suddenly felt extremely remorseful towards himself. What had he done? How could he have treated her like that?

  But she wants a divorce from him.

  Divorce. Baby. I will be doubly good to you in the future. Let's not divorce, okay? Shang Qi asked silently in his heart.

  I don't know how long Shang Qi sat by the bedside, until the female doctor appeared again and gestured for him to leave. Shang Qi reluctantly left the ward. When the female doctor came out of the ward, she turned off the lights inside. Seeing Shang Qi again, she sighed. After all, it's hard to say anything serious. Looking at him accompanying that girl for so long, I think he's not a man with ten evils. Forget it. It's young people's business. She shouldn't interfere too much either.

  "You go back first. Come again tomorrow morning to see the little girl. The little girl is sleeping now. You also go back and rest early." The female doctor said, waving her hand as she left.

  Shang Yi didn't leave as the doctor said, but instead went back into the ward. He felt his way to Gu Xiyan's bedside and sat down in the chair beside her bed. He sat quietly until a wave of fatigue washed over him.

  Shang Yi woke up to find it was already daylight. He had slept poorly on the second half of the night because he was leaning against Gu Xiyan's sickbed. As a result, his hands were numb. Seeing that Gu Xiyan was still asleep, he quietly left.

  The hospital where Gu Xiyan was staying was the same one where Wei Zhe was. Shang Qi Kai took a last look at Gu Xiyan on the hospital bed before leaving the ward. After going home and making breakfast for Xiao Fei Tou, Shang Qi Kai went upstairs to take a peek at the little guy who was still sleeping. He left a note telling the little guy to eat his own breakfast later. Then he took Gu Xiyan's breakfast and headed back to the hospital again.

  Gu Xiyan had not yet woken up. Her face was still as pale and bloodless as it was last night. Shang Yiqi felt a surge of guilt and tenderness in his heart. After putting down the thermos, Shang Yiqi went out to find the doctor who treated Gu Xiyan's wound that day.

  It just so happens that the doctor was on early shift today. When she saw Shang Qiu arriving, she was slightly surprised.

  "Doctor, I want to know what exactly happened to my wife. That day you only said that the injury on her arm didn't damage any tissues and that she was a bit weak, but you didn't tell us that she had a miscarriage." Shang Xi asked straightforwardly. If...

  If he had known that she had just miscarried, he might not have treated her like that. But now, everything has happened. All the blame is on him.

  The middle-aged female doctor seemed to have some impression of Gu Xiyan's miscarriage. She shook her head and said, "That little girl couldn't bear to let you all suffer with her, so she asked me to keep it a secret. Now that you know, please take good care of her. It's a pity about the child, but you're still young and can have another one in the future."

  Coming out of the gynecologist's office, Shang Yu clenched his right fist tightly. It turned out that he really had a child before. It turned out that she was really pregnant with his child before. But he couldn't protect her child well. When his wife and child were in danger, he wasn't by their side. He should die. Really. Should die.

  Once again back at Gu Xiyan's bedside, Gu Xiyan was already awake. At this time, her pair of eyes stared at the ceiling, her gaze empty.

  "Pity, get up and eat something, okay?" Shang Zhi's hands trembled as he touched her face, her powdered nose, her pale lips, and her chin. "Baby, I cooked your favorite lean porridge for you. Get up and eat, okay?"

  "Should we get a divorce? I didn't mean to yell at you. Sorry. I didn't let you have your way. Sorry..." As soon as she heard Shang Yue's voice, Gu Xiyan slowly came back to her senses. She slightly tilted her head and looked up at Shang Yue. She lifted her weak hands and grasped the large palm that Shang Yue had placed on her cheek. Her eyes suddenly shone with a sorrowful and pleading light.

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